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Brief: This is the story of Pete and Ae. It is also the story of Khaen and Tinn. It is a story about acceptance, misfortune, perseverance, and love.
Synopsis: The story centers on two primary couples. Pete, the son of a wealthy family, is a closeted gay first-year student at the International College. By chance, he meets Ae, a first-year engineering student, and their relationship unfolds from a random encounter into a heartfelt romance. Meanwhile, Ae’s friend Khaen, a sports science student, crosses paths with Tinn, another International College student and one of Pete’s friends. Their relationship evolves through an enemies-to-lovers arc based on both changes in mutual understanding and personal change.
While romance is at its core, the novel delves deeply into the emotional growth of each character and examines the contrasts in their emotional and sexual attractions. The main timeline covers their first two years of college, supplemented by flashbacks to their childhoods and special chapters that glimpse into their lives during the year after graduation.
The happy ending is realistic.
The characters are neurospicy coded:
Pete - Autistic; the super sweet and perpetually clueless type
Tinn - Autistic; the got burned by being too trusting and loyal and now trusts nobody type
Khaen - ADHD & Autistic; clueless, trusting, hyper, and always hungry
Ae - ADHD; always active and super forgetful
Spice Level: 🌶️🌶️🌶️, but copious
Translation Status: Complete
Adaptations: This novel was adapted into the Thai dramas Love by Chance (2018) and Love by Chance 2 (2020). Note though that the relationships between Techno, Kengkla, Tum, & Tar are not part of this novel.
TWs: A disgustingly dirty room, ableism, and verbal and physical violence of one main character against another, assault and battery, attempted Gaslighting, blackmail, bribery, bullying, classical siblingship, classism, colorism, damage or sabotage of other's property, dubious-consent sexual acts, extreme profanity, forced outing, gambling addiction, homophobia, internalized homophobia, kidnapping, lying, manipulation, non-consent kissing, non-consent video recording, physical violence in self-defense, pornography addiction, robbery/theft, sibling abuse, smear campaigns, substance addiction, trauma bonding, verbal abuse
Table of Contents
- Chapter 0 - Introduction
- Chapter 1 - The Feeling Known As...The Desire to Meet
- Chapter 2 - A Different Perspective
- Chapter 3 - A Suspicious Relationship
- Chapter 4 - A Promise
- Chapter 5 - A Relationship That Begins to Progress
- Chapter 6 - Falling...Even Deeper in Love
- Chapter 7 - Longing and Threats
- Chapter 8 - He Doesn't Understand the Feeling of Attachment
- Chapter 9 - Youthful Desires
- Chapter 10 - Feelings That Begin to Change
- Chapter 11 - The Mark of Touch
- Chapter 12 - The Feelings of a Grassroots Young Man
- Chapter 13 - The Rival Appears
- Chapter 14 - The Feelings of Ai'Khun-chai
- Chapter 15 - People Must Learn
- Chapter 16 - The Spoiled Khun-chai
- Chapter 17 - Do Not Be Near Anyone Else, Alright?
- Chapter 18 - My Person
- Chapter 19 - The Answer to the Question
- Chapter 20 - Symptoms of the Inexperienced
- Chapter 21 - Beginning to Think Further Ahead
- Chapter 22 - A Gift for a Niece or an Excuse to Touch
- Chapter 23 - First Time Entering the Romantic Partner's Home
- Chapter 24 - The Only Reason It Did Not Happen Was Because of the Niece
- Chapter 25 - Entering the Dormitory
- Chapter 26 - The Night of Entering the Dormitory
- Chapter 27 - Sweet and Cuddly
- Chapter 28 - Time for Mr. Triple S to Step In
- Chapter 29 - Sending the Groom
- Chapter 30 - The Groom-Sending Night
- Chapter 31 - Moments Between Two People
- Chapter 32 - A Terrifying Fright
- Chapter 33 - A Vivid Image, Words Stuck in the Heart
- Chapter 34 - Progress
- Chapter 35 - The Goal Has Changed
- Chapter 36 - In Each Other's Eyes
- Chapter 37 - A Ruined Man
- Chapter 38 - A Turning Point
- Chapter 39 - The Metthanun Family
- Chapter 40 - A Showing of Compassionate Concern by a Naive Person
- Chapter 41 - A Naive Person Who Is Endearing
- Chapter 42 - The True Goal
- Chapter 43 - Hot Love in the Dormitory
- Chapter 44 - The Answer from My Younger Sister
- Chapter 45 - The Story Behind the Tale
- Chapter 46 - It Must Be Love
- Chapter 47 - Always Exploited
- Chapter 48 - Even When Feeling Slighted
- Chapter 49 - From Me to You
- Chapter 50 - A Young Man Born With Guileless Naivety
- Chapter 51 - Reasons and Love
- Chapter 52 - An Extremely Delicious Snack
- Chapter 53 - Problem-Solving the Inthach Way
- Chapter 54 - My Man
- Chapter 55 - The Brink of Understanding
- Chapter 56 - Can We Just Be Friends?
- Chapter 57 - Because the World Is Vast
- Chapter 58 - University Sports and Showing Off a Partner
- Chapter 59 - Pretending to Be Strong
- Chapter 60 - Kirakorn's Method for Soothing a Heartache
- Chapter 61 - It Took a Long Time to Get There
- Chapter 62 - This Is My Husband
- Chapter 63 - A Surprise from the Short Guy
- Chapter 64 - The Mood Killer
- Chapter 65 - The Truth
- Chapter 66 - A Man Deserving of Compassion
- Chapter 67 - The Meaning Sought After
- Chapter 68 - A Gift I Didn't Know Father Gave Me
- Chapter 69 - Thank You for Staying Together with Me
- Chapter 70 - The Meaning of the Right Ring Finger
- Chapter 71 - The Unexpected Person
- Chapter 72 - The Phone Call and the Fear
- Chapter 73 - Even with Tight Security
- Chapter 74 - Inthach's Anger
- Chapter 75 - The Moment of Rescue
- Chapter 76 - The Demon in a Father's Skin
- Chapter 77 - When the Father Begins to Move
- Chapter 78 - When the Pressure Reaches Its Limit
- Chapter 79 - The Love That Ended
- Chapter 80 - The Time of Separation
- Chapter 81 - Even When the World Stops Spinning
- Epilogue
- Special Chapter 1 - A Future Together
- Special Chapter 2 - The Idiot Who Doesn't Realize the Other is Jealous
- Special Chapter 3 - Outsmarting the Naïve One
- Special Chapter 4 - Even Though He's a Busybody, He's My Best Friend
- Special Chapter 5 - Favorite Daughter-in-Law
- Special Chapter 6 - The Husband-Gossip Society
- Special Chapter 7 - Tie Yourself Up with a Bow, and Throw Yourself on the Bed
- Special Chapter 8 - The Love Life of a 3S Man
- Special Chapter 9 - Uncles' Time with Their Niece & Nephews
- Special Chapter 10 - The Younger Brother's Inner Feelings
- Special Chapter 11 - Our House
- Special Chapter 12 - The Beginning, Never the End
