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Perspective - Pete (Pitchaya)
"Again... mmm... hah..."
Several days ago, my dorm was a battleground for arguments. However, now it has become the best place for reconciliation.
"Ai'Pete... mmm... this isn't enough..."
"Ae... ahhh..."
At this moment, all I can do is let out soft moans. Both my hands grip Ae's head tightly as he hardly gives me a chance to catch my breath. His mouth presses against mine over and over again, while he pushes me against the wall of the room and gives me a searing kiss that leaves me unable to think clearly.
After we dropped Nong Chomphu off at home together, Ae had remained silent. The only time he spoke was when he turned to me and said...
"I'm going to your dorm."
That made me drive him back to the dorm, thinking he wanted to talk things through. No matter how many times I glanced over at him though, Ae stayed silent throughout the ride. Even when we stepped into the elevator, I started to feel anxious. What reassured me was his hand reaching out to hold mine, intertwining our fingers tightly until we reached my floor.
Then, I was shocked when Ae suddenly yanked me towards the door, almost dragging me with him. He grabbed my keycard to open the door, and as soon as it closed... he pulled me into a kiss that caught me completely off guard.
The kiss that nearly pulls my soul out of my body... his warm mouth, his skilled tongue, and his hot breath deliver a sensation I've never been able to resist. All I can do is slide my hands under his thick, dark hair, gently gripping it as I open my mouth to accept the tip of his tongue, which pushes in deeply, intertwining with mine again and again until all I can do is... moan.
"This isn't enough... this damn well isn't enough," he whispers to me, making me open my eyes to see how Ae is looking at me.
The look in his eyes makes me burn... my entire body heats up.
Grab.
"Ugh!" Before I can think of anything else, Ae captures my lips again, leaving me with no choice but to respond. The sound of our exchanged saliva is the only sound echoing through the room.
Pant pant pant
Then, Ae pulls back slightly and almost yanks me into the bedroom.
Thud.
"Ae~" I can only moan his name softly when Ae pushes me down onto the bed, and I watch his every move without blinking.
He's so...
Cool... so cool that I forget to breathe.
I really think that as I watch Ae pull off his T-shirt over his head. It's a simple action, but the way he does it is so intense, never breaking eye contact with me. Then when Ae tosses the shirt to the side of the bed, my heart races, my eyes following every movement as he climbs over me.
I feel that he's cooler... cooler than any other man.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" I don't know how I'm looking at him, but I answer…
"When you take off your shirt... I feel like my heart is going to stop."
It's not just Ae's athletic build, but his movements, his eyes, and the atmosphere that make my body heat up without him needing to do anything.
Part of me feels slightly ashamed, but it can't be wrong to feel this way about my man, right?
My words make Ae laugh, a low chuckle as he leans down, resting his elbow on the bed beside me, lowering his face until we're almost eye-to-eye.
Why do Ae's actions feel so natural? Yet, it's a naturalness so sexy that I unconsciously lick my own lips.
"I won't let you have a heart attack that easily," he says as he moves closer, and I feel his hot breath against the side of my ear. It makes my skin tingle all over, a sharp thrill running through my lower stomach as if a small fire is spinning inside. Even though he's toying with my ear, Ae's hands are already halfway through unbuttoning my shirt.
Swish.
"Ahh," I tilt my head back as soon as his hand slips inside my shirt, touching my chest. Then, he trails his lips from my ear down to my neck.
Kiss.
"More," he kisses my neck, making me flinch, then gently bites while his hand finds my nipple.
Kiss.
"Mmm..." I press my lips together and tilt my head up a little more, feeling his fingers brush against my nipple, sending a rush of heat through my body. Ae presses another kiss down on me.
Kiss.
"I don't understand you, Pete. You know I can't go anywhere when you're the only one I want," Ae murmurs, but I barely register what he's saying. With his hands teasing my chest and his hot lips, my entire focus is on him... those lips leaving a trail of warmth across my body with every touch.
Kiss.
"With just you, I don't have time to think about anyone else." His voice feels both close and distant as I bite down on my lower lip. Ae presses a kiss to my collarbone while my shirt is now unbuttoned, exposing the upper half of my body.
Kiss.
Ae kisses the center of my chest while his hands continue to tease my nipples, causing me to unconsciously squeeze my legs together.
Kiss.
"Ahh..."
Ae drags his tongue to my right nipple, pressing a kiss before gently tugging on it with his mouth, making me grip the pillow tighter.
Flick.
"Sss..." Ae flicks his tongue over my other nipple, doing the same thing, setting my whole body on fire.
Is he toying with me?
Kiss.
"Ah!" Ae kisses the middle of my stomach this time.
Now it's my lower abdomen, and I close my eyes tightly.
Kiss.
Ae moves lower still as I clench the pillow tightly with both hands.
His mouth is leaving too many marks on me, and his hands are making my nipples stand stiff.
All of this is making me moan, "Ae... you're... making me feel... too much."
So much that I feel heat rising from my lower body, an unbearable tension building, ready to explode. It's only now that I realize the Ae who was once clueless in bed is gone, replaced by someone who can make me beg for mercy. When did Ae become this skilled?
I can only wonder, as Ae chuckles at my words—but what he's really laughing at is my crotch, which he's just pulled free from my pants. His breath from that laugh makes me clench my fists even tighter.
Grab.
"Ah!" I cry out the moment he touches me.
"Pete... do you know something?"
All I can do is shake my head. How could I think when his hand is slowly stroking me through my underwear? I'm already so hard that the tip is peeking out from the waistband, but it seems Ae doesn't expect an answer.
"I don't care whether you're a man or a woman... Just remember that you're my partner."
"Ah!" I jolt, hips twisting slightly, as his hot tongue flicks over the exposed tip. That scorching heat melts me until I can't think, leaving me only with intense waves of pleasure that make me sweat all over. All the while, he keeps licking me, and when his eyes glance up at mine, a shiver runs through me.
"Ah... ah... uhh... please..."
Then, Ae pulls down my underwear, and I feel him stroking, licking, and sucking me, and I'm not surprised anymore at why I moan like that.
I close my eyes now, feeling the waves of pleasure spreading throughout my body. My hands fumble aimlessly until they finally grab his shoulder, slick with sweat, as my hips move toward his mouth and tongue. I open my eyes again only when I feel the heat of his lips pressing against mine.
"Ae... Ae..." I mumble his name, my eyes half-open as I raise both hands to wrap around his neck when he lowers himself onto me.
"You're teasing too much."
"I'm not..." I reply, my voice trembling.
"But your voice is making me like this."
Grab.
Without another word, Ae takes my hand and guides it to touch him. I can feel the heat, the firmness, and the size... growing.
Gasp!
I take a sharp breath, my chest heaving as my hand slips into his pants, touching him cautiously, gently. Seeing Ae inhale deeply and shudder under my touch only spurs me on, making me want to give him even more pleasure.
"Mmm, you're such a fucking tease," he accuses me, but I really want to argue about who is teasing whom.
Ae, you'd better not ever let anyone else see you like this.
I tell myself, knowing full well that I must be looking at him with pure adoration... Others might call Ae short, or say he's not handsome, but to me, he's an endlessly attractive man. Especially now, as he gazes at me like he wants to devour me, his skin slick with sweat, his muscles twitching under my hand, and his expression showing just how much he's enjoying my touch.
All of this... is mine. Only mine.
Gasp!
"Enough... come here, you," Ae growls, and I jolt when he grabs my legs, spreading them wide. Yet, I refuse to let go of his burning heat, even when I hear him hum in his throat as...
Thrust.
"Ugh... haa... ah..." I arch my back the moment Ae slides his fingers inside me, my lips parting slightly as a moan escapes, the foreign intrusion twisting within me. He rotates them again and again, making me bite my lip so hard I nearly draw blood. It doesn't hurt though, not at all. Not in this state—it's unbearable in a different way.
"Ahh... mmm..."
Ae knows my body better than I know my own. I've tried pleasing myself, inserting my own fingers, but it never feels like this. Ae's three fingers are pushing in deep, forcefully thrusting inside, and each time they do, I shudder. My breath comes in longer, deeper gasps, my voice trembles, and my head thrashes from side to side.
"Ae... I can't... wait anymore... ah... ahh... just... come in... please... come inside..."
I can't take it anymore. I need him. I need the heat of him that makes me feel like I'm forgetting how to breathe.
Kiss.
Ae leans down and kisses my sweat-drenched forehead, then kisses my lips as he pulls his lube-coated fingers out.
"Remember this, you are the only one I have."
Thrust.
"Haaah... ahhh... more... mmm..." I tense up completely when I feel that overwhelming heat, hotter than anything else, entering deep inside me. The foreign intrusion should make my body resist, but instead...
My body responds by pressing into him, my hands gripping Ae's shoulders tightly as he moves deeper... deeper... until I can only cry out, my voice shaking with each thrust.
"Does it... hurt?"
"N-no... it... feels good... Ae... slow... it's... good." I barely know what I'm saying anymore. All I can do is cling to his neck and pull him down into a kiss while he stays deep inside me. The sound of our kisses mixes with our heavy breathing. Yet before our lips can even part, Ae starts moving again.
"Ugh... fuck... inside you... feels amazing..." he growls near my ear before pushing himself up. He grabs my legs, lifting them higher, and moves with more force. My heart races as I struggle to hold my legs up, giving Ae more space to thrust even harder.
Slap, slap.
The sound of skin meeting skin echoes loudly as I tilt my head back, staring up at the ceiling, breathing heavily. My body rocks from the relentless thrusts below. I reach down to grasp myself, stroking in time with Ae's movements. I have to admit, the pleasure is so intense that it feels like I might lose myself every time he pushes deeper.
"More... huff... Ae... more... please... more..."
Stop.
"Wh-why did you stop?" I pant, a whimper escaping as he suddenly halts. But he doesn't answer—he just flips me over onto my stomach.
"If I keep looking at your face, I'll finish too fast."
Thrust.
"Ahh!!" I bury my face into the pillow as Ae says this into my ear and slams into me with such force that I cry out. My hands clutch the pillow tightly, and the position lets him go even deeper, harder, each thrust more intense than the last. The sound of our bodies colliding is even louder now.
I should be embarrassed, but instead...
"More... Ae... ahh... do it again... More, please..."
"Mmm... Ai'Pete... Pete..." His voice calling my name sends waves of intensity through me. I squeeze my eyes shut tighter, feeling myself draw closer to the edge. My heart races, and my hand moves faster as I stroke myself. I can tell Ae is shuddering inside me too.
It feels so good—too good to want it to end.
"Ahh... haaa... mmmmmm..."
In the end, I can't hold back. I let out a loud moan as I release onto the bed, my hand gripping the sheets tightly. Ae groans deeply, his hands gripping my hips, pulling me tighter against him.
"Ugh..." I feel incredible, knowing he's shuddering inside me, but just before he's about to release...
Plop.
"Hah... hah... hah..." Ae pulls out just in time, spilling himself across my hips, and I feel the warm wetness as he finishes.
Thud.
I collapse onto the bed, feeling him hovering above me, his breath ragged and loud in my ears. I don't have the strength to turn and look at him; the intensity of what we just did drained me completely.
It was fiery, passionate, filled with need. But... I can feel the love. This felt like making love, not just the wild sex we'd had before.
Wipe.
"Ae... huh... what are you doing?"
I quickly half-open my eyes, startled by the sensation of something wiping against my hips.
"Let me wipe it off, or you'll feel uncomfortable," Ae says, and when I turn, I see him using tissues to clean his release from my hips. He tosses the tissue aside before lying down and wrapping his arms around my waist. I don't think Ae realizes how gentle and tender his actions are to me.
Ae always says he's a straightforward guy, incapable of sweet gestures, but how many times have I been flustered by those very actions... just like now?
"Feeling sticky? Do you want to shower?" He asks, and I turn to smile at him, shaking my head slowly.
"Let's rest for a bit. My legs... they're still trembling."
"Alright," Ae replies simply, pulling me closer until my head rests on his arm. We lie there, letting time pass in silence. There's no conversation, just resting in each other's presence, but it fills me with warmth.
I think it's time I stop worrying about Ae choosing someone else over me. His actions... they're clear enough.
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Perspective - Ae (Inthach)
"Chomphu is fine... really, I'm okay. You don't need to worry about me. It's just... a broken heart."
I still remember when Pete and I took Chomphu home. The little girl, usually so bright and cheerful, had her face streaked with tears and her head hung low, staring at her hands. It was such a stark contrast to the lively girl who used to run up to me with a big smile. Honestly, I feel guilty for causing her this much pain, but in the end, I have to prioritize my romantic partner's peace of mind.
"I'm sorry... I'm truly sorry." I know Pete feels the same, because he kept apologizing to her the whole way home... I'm sorry.
I thought I should comfort Chomphu somehow, but as I've said before, I'm not good at comforting people who cry. I didn't know what to say to make her feel better. Pete is much better at it than I am. But when she was about to go inside her house, I quickly got out of the car and told her,
"I'm not the good person you think I am, Chomphu. I'm selfish."
I've never considered myself a particularly good person. I mean, I made a little girl cry without even hesitating, but Chomphu shook her head, trying to smile despite the tears.
"You are a good person, P'Ae. Truly. The fact that you were honest, for Pete's peace of mind, proves that. Don't worry about me. Even though I like you, I'm not the villain here. I won't tell anyone. Give me a little time to get over it, and I'll be the best little sister you've ever had!"
As she spoke, it looked like she was on the verge of tears, but she smiled at me before turning and running into her house. All I could do was silently thank her in my heart.
Thank you, Chomphu.
…
"Are you thinking about Chomphu?"
My thoughts are interrupted by the person lying next to me, and I turn to look at him. I nod and admit it.
"Yeah... Are you mad at me?" I expect him to be upset again, but he shakes his head.
"No... No, I'm not mad. Not at all. Because I think... I'm the reason she cried. If I hadn't been so insecure, you wouldn't have had to say those things."
I look at his downcast expression, feel my heart swell with affection, and gently stroke his hair.
"I think it is good that I said it. No matter what, I've never seen Chomphu as anything more than a younger sister."
"Because of me... right?"
I hesitate for a moment, looking at him as he places his hand on my chest and gazes up at me. I can't resist running my fingers through his soft hair, enjoying how it slips through my fingers.
"Yes."
He looks away immediately, clearly feeling guilty. I wonder if he really wanted me to tell Chomphu the truth or if he has mixed feelings about it.
"Sometimes I think, maybe you should have met Nong Chomphu first."
"Are you still worrying about what made me start dating guys?" I ask in disbelief, considering we have come this far.
He purses his lips.
"I'm... confused. Sometimes I regret making the person I love walk this path."
I really want to laugh at it, but instead, I lean down and nibble its lips gently, causing it to look up at me with wide eyes. "Stop worrying, will you? I don't know if I would like Chomphu if I met her before you, because right now, the only person I'm dating is you... just you. That's all that matters, okay?"
He blinks at me, surprised.
Suddenly…
Grab.
"I love you, Ae. I really love you... I love you!"
Out of nowhere, he lunges forward and hugs me tightly, burying his face in my chest. His legs stretch way beyond mine, so I can only wrap my arms around his shoulders and gently stroke his hair, feeling my heart swell even bigger.
"Ae," he says.
"What?"
"I'm... not going to shop with Delee, okay?"
"..."
I can only listen in silence.
"I won't go to Delee's grandmother's birthday party..."
"You should go."
Thud.
"Guk."
I interrupt, causing Ai'Pete to pause. Without waiting for him to ask, I tell him while running my fingers through his sweaty hair.
"I don't want you to break your promise to the adults. You've already agreed. It's not just you who loses; Aunt Patcharaporn loses her word, too. Go ahead; I understand that. As long as you don't go alone with Delee, I'm okay." I'm not being generous; I'm just trying to be as open-minded as possible.
Missing an event hosted by adults results in losing face, and I don't want anyone to look down on Ai'Pete. However, if it's just the two of them, I won't accept that.
"Then why aren't you going shopping with Delee and me?"
He's probably wondered about this since the day I mentioned it, so I tell him directly. "If I go, I have to let my jealousy show. Besides, I don't think I can pretend I don't have feelings for you."
I also don't want to see him getting close to another person. When I say this, Ai'Pete tightens his arms around my waist.
"The other day, I ran into Pond and Chae-em."
I roll my eyes immediately.
"What’s Ai'Pond interfering with now?" I snap. When I scold him, he probably turns to ask Pete instead.
"I didn't talk much with Pond, really. I spoke more with Chae-em... Chae-em said that I spoil you too much."
"Hmm." I raise an eyebrow.
"Chae-em says that in her eyes, I spoil you in every way..."
"You've been so stubborn lately," I argue, and I hear Ai'Pete laugh as he looks up at me.
"Then can I be stubborn?" I stay quiet as Ai'Pete pushes himself up, his hands resting on either side of my head. As he snuggles close, I gently stroke his back, my fingertips gliding along his spine, causing him to bite his lower lip. Goodness, when Ai'Pete bites his lip like this, I want to bite him back.
"Be stubborn if you want. I'm not saying a word."
"I can worry too much, right?"
"Yeah." My hand slips to his hip just as he buries his face in my neck.
"If I act silly, you won't get bored of me, right?"
"I've never called you silly." I squeeze him, and he kisses my neck.
"If we argue, can you promise not to take it to bed?"
"I'll try, but I can't promise."
"And…" He continues to negotiate with me, even as my hand slips between his legs, feeling his tension. Ai'Pete flinches, but he keeps licking my neck.
"And you... Ah... Oh... won't get bored of me, right?"
"Heh." I laugh as I press his hips down against mine, causing him to let out a soft moan.
"I promise I won't get bored, so... let me have you now."
"Gah! Ai'... Ah..." I genuinely enjoy seeing Ai'Pete tremble all over, holding me tightly while moaning in my embrace. I push him harder, making him go limp against me.
"Ai'... Ai'... Ai'..." Right now, I don't want to talk. I want to 'have my person' more than anything.
Lately, I've come to realize that sometimes the body can express what words cannot.
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