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“It is a bit narrow.”
“It is not that narrow.”
Shin says amusedly, not thinking he would have a chance to enter the Phîi wáak's room again. Plus, this time, it is not just entering; he will get to stay over another thing. His sharp eyes look at the wide back of the person who throws the keys onto the table casually. It is clear the other party does not want to be this close to him, but the feeling of guilt is stuck in his throat.
“Wait, I will get ice for you.”
“It is not necessary. Just now, my face has not yet stopped being numb.” Shin shrugs a little, moves his jaw a bit, and then feels pain throughout his entire cheek. He is confident that tomorrow he will definitely have a swollen cheek for Âi'Dear to complain loudly again.
What should I lie to him about? A car accident.... Not good. He will order me to the hospital again.... Or running into a door? Too disgusting.
“Then you go take a shower, so I can treat your wounds.” Shin leaves his own thoughts, then turns to make eye contact with the person who is looking at his condition until he has to look down at himself.
The buttons are off the entire panel, shirt torn, wounds all over his body... Yeah, really disgusting, Wá.
Whoosh
“Well, good. Let me borrow some clothes... Oh, no need to worry. I will buy them back for you. Phîi probably does not want to wear after a person as desirous as me." Shin says while pulling the shirt, which is no different from a rag, off his body, and then says amusedly as if it is a joking matter. However, it instead makes Oat frown sharply.
“I do not think that way.” The words make Shin turn to make eye contact.
“Just telling you in case.”
“You said you quit free sex."
Thud
The words he once told the senior in front of him make Shin freeze. He makes eye contact with the other party before shaking his head a little. “And Phîi believed it.”
“Yes, I believe it because I think a person like you does not say anything jokingly.”
It is another time Shin wants to laugh in his face. He does not know where Phîi Oat gets the idea that he is a serious person. Go ask Âi'Dear. It has been tricked by him who knows how many matters. But then he has to become silent when Oat says in a calm voice.
“I think you would joke only about matters that can be joked about. But this matter... At the time you told me, I thought you spoke the truth.”
The mixed-race youth closes his smile then, looks down at the bruises on his body, not to mention the abrasions, even though he feels displeased with what the other party says. He prefers himself to be a person whom anyone cannot read. Being seen through like this... Yes, since the day he said it, he has not slept with anyone.
“No wonder. Phîi agreed to let me stay over because Phîi thinks I will not invite Phîi to have sex, right?” Shin adjusts his own mood immediately, before sending a smile, his long legs taking himself until he stands close to the large senior who is only a few centimeters taller than him.
The atmosphere is completely silent, with only two pairs of eyes looking at each other.
The gaze of Phîi Oat seems to gauge how he should answer him, while Shin only has amusement, and that makes a large hand press down on something.
"Chonnon!"
“Heh heh, I told you that if you do not put it in, for me, it is not called sex. I think Phîi is mistaken in letting me stay over here.” Shin squeezes the thing in his hand another time, before raising his hand to shoulder level, lifting the corner of his mouth into a smile, before disappearing into the bathroom of the room's owner without thinking to ask for permission.
The entire room falls into silence, before Oat takes a deep breath, steps to slump sitting on the bed, raises his hand to rub his head with a little irritation.
Just now he felt the hand that touched his dick.
“Not good... This is not good, Âi'Oat."
If Oat thinks it is not good, after the red-headed junior steps out of the bathroom, it would be an even worse situation.
“Does Phîi have clothes for me to borrow?”
Should he say he is shameless, or he does not think anything good, Wá?
Yes, right now, Nǎai Chonnon steps out of the bathroom without anything covering his body at all, letting water droplets cling sparkling to his white skin adorned with bruises. His other hand uses a towel to rub his own head hard. And even though Oat has never admired another man's body, he has to admit that this youth has better than what is seen on the outside.
Shin is tall, even though not thick like Âi'Sai-fah, but he has a body like a person who exercises, with wide shoulders, muscles just right. Because his white skin follows half his Mâe's nationality, the bruises on his body are highly visible. However, it does not reduce his attractiveness at all, only adding more strength than before. And even though Oat himself has never had to look at any man's body, that lower part and the low hairline below the navel does not make him want to turn his face away and say I have my own thing to look at, why look at someone else's?
He admits Chonnon is a man who can be called very good-looking.
“Are you the type who likes to show off or what?"
“Hee, I just have something good to show, that's all.” Shin raises an eyebrow at him, and then agrees to wrap the towel around his waist, before saying amusedly.
“Sorry, Phîi. I am used to it, Wá. In Japan, no one pays attention to look.” The words make Oat feel strange, as if being accused of looking at the other party, but he brushes that thought away, at the time he hands over a T-shirt and shorts.
“Wait, I will take a shower and then treat your wounds.”
“Wounds just this much?”
“That might get infected tomorrow.” Oat interjects immediately, the way that makes the listener want to laugh.
Well, the other party races cars in the field like that; the real person is not the Phîi wáak who is in order, but he comes to pay attention to the trivial matter that being punched might cause the wounds to get infected.
He is a person truly worth studying. These are the thoughts of the person who puts on the shorts casually without thinking to care about another T-shirt, and then shouts into the bathroom.
“Phîi, I want to ask to drink some water, Ná.”
“As you please.” When the room's owner says that, Shin steps damply to open the refrigerator. However, the plain water bottle is not as interesting as the golden can that makes him grab it up quickly. Since he says as you please, he will do as he pleases, then. Before sweeping his eyes to look around the room.
“He is really crazy about cars, Wá.”
At this time, Shin admits he is even more interested in the former Head wáak who is orderly than before.
“We have a matter we must agree on.”
“Hmm, what matter?"
Shin still wears only a pair of shorts, disregarding another shirt, his back leaning against the headboard of the bed, at the time he raises the beer for a sip, his other hand also playing with the telephone, making the person who finishes showering move to sit cross-legged next to him, his eyes looking at the beer can but not saying anything.
“About Âi'Max, if he comes to pick a fight again, do not go out alone...”
“Wait a minute, let me finish this level first...."
Oat wants to roll his eyes when the mixed-race guy in front of him still plays the game obsessively, and he also knows that he is finding a way to change the subject. He is not having much fun with what is on that screen at all.
Grab
“If you die, you just play again. But if you miss in real life, it cannot restart, you know.” The Head wáak pulls the telephone into his hand, his deep voice speaking seriously so much that the listener heaves a sigh, then turns back to make eye contact.
“Answer truthfully, does Phîi think I am the type who throws my life away? No, I know when I should fight, when I should retreat.” Shin says calmly, before raising the beer to drink.
“And this time, you should retreat."
Where, Wá?
The red-headed youth wants to shake his head, but since he is too lazy to argue, he just drinks his beer quietly. But it seems that manner makes the person looking not pleased until he snatches it out of his hand.
“Hey!” Shin cries out when the other party raises it to drink until the can is empty. But just as the other party says calmly, he laughs.
“Can you answer my question now?"
I understand demanding attention, Ná. The person who is a junior thinks while getting up and walking to the refrigerator, and then grabs another two beer cans from in there. After that, he returns to sit in the same place, making Oat even more irritated. He knows the other party is playing a war of nerves with him. Therefore, as soon as he opens the new can, the large hand pulls it from his hand immediately, and then raises it to chug into his mouth, without any thought to savor its taste at all.
Plop
While Shin lifts the corner of his mouth into a smile, when that can is empty, he opens a new can and hands it over without having to pull it himself to waste time, until Oat makes a sound in his throat.
“You will not talk until it is all gone, is that it?”
The question makes Shin just shrug, since if you do not want me to drink, then you have to drink it all yourself, that is all. And then it is as if the person asking also knows the answer, because Oat manages to add another can of alcohol into his bloodstream, until the final can is emptied. He himself turns to look at the person sitting next to him.
“Well, can you promise me that you will not fight alone like this again?” The eyes that are moister than normal, as is typical after drinking both the liquor at the store and then continuing with almost three more cans of beer, make Shin twist around lazily.
“Phîi feels he must take responsibility for the matter that happened, so he presses for an answer from me, right?” Oat freezes for a bit, almost saying no, he is really worried about this youth. However, something makes him say...
“Yes. Because of me, you encountered this matter.” The answer makes the listener lift the corner of his mouth into a smile, before standing up, his other hand pulling the senior's shoulder who agrees to stand up following, even though surprised what he plans to do.
“Okay, Phîi wants to take responsibility so he can stop feeling guilty, right?... Good..."
Crash!
Oat is pushed until he falls down to lie on the bed behind him, and then it is like déjà vu that Shin follows to straddle him quickly. The face under the frame of red hair lifts a cunning smile, before grabbing the large hand to place down on the central part of his torso, then tells close to his mouth.
“I am like Phîi. When I encounter an exciting matter and do not release it, it will not go down... Take responsibility for me properly.”
Oat admits he cannot brace himself in time when the red-headed junior presses a kiss down onto his mouth quickly. His other hand locks his neck firmly, pressing his lips against him closely. Still not yet having time to complain out, a hot tongue tip inserts into his mouth quickly, the way that he almost pushes him away.
However, whether it is the mood of damn desolation or the effect of the beer, he does not know, that makes him let him kiss easily.
This youth kisses well.... It is also agreeable.
Oat tells himself at the time the astringency of the alcohol has a delicious snack like the tongue tip that clings and entangles back and forth. The body on top is also inserting a hand into his shirt, and then stroking all over the width of his chest, arousing some emotion that builds up easily, along with thinking of the ultimate pleasure he once received from the junior in front.
Grab
“Ungh.” Shin makes a sound in his throat when the other party grabs his neck firmly, and then pulls him down to press a kiss more heavily, willing to be the party being pushed back into his own mouth cavity, receiving the fierceness that lashes and entangles until they are almost one flesh. The emotion surges according to the nature of a person who exerted himself drinking liquor, not to mention encountering a person who kisses just as well.
He might be a little less skilled than me, but Phîi Oat is definitely not innocent.
The pliant symptom of the person who says he is not decisive makes Shin smile smugly. Yes, he does not plan to stay over here without purpose. Those several cans of beer are just to make the person who is steadfast with others relax his defensive walls. And he did not do anything wrong.
Phîi Oat has someone in his heart, but his side is still empty. Therefore, it probably is not wrong if he plans to.... take the Head wáak.
Whoosh
“Phîi's thing is hard already, Wá.” Shin licks his own lips, while reaching his hand into the other party's sleeping pants, grabbing a handful at the central core of the torso that responds to his kiss with its entire length, before pressing a kiss down onto the well-shaped mouth another time.
The kiss makes Oat emit a groan of satisfaction in his throat when the lower part of his body is responding to the other party's pampering unforgivably, the same as Shin who makes a soft sound of satisfaction with the other party's reaction.
The breath of both people becomes heavier, skin extremely hot like people who each want each other, before Shin breaks away, to pull the senior's pants off from his hips, while Oat also looks at the junior in front with a gleaming gaze.
“Do you think doing this is good or what?”
“Hee, it is a lesson for Phîi, that before inviting anyone into the room, think carefully.” Shin lifts the corner of his mouth into a smile, at the time his hand still continues to pull and tug at the large part below without stopping, and then lowers his head, uses the tip of his tongue to lick at the end part, feeling that the other party tenses his body to receive it, but does not resist.
“I thought you... Mmm... would quit this habit already...” Oat holds the red head when the other party is using the tip of his tongue to lick along the length, looks down at the sweaty face of the person who is in a mood not different.
“With Phîi, it is an exceptional case.” Shin looks up to answer the question, before opening his mouth and accepting the large part into his mouth in one go, until Oat roars loudly, holds the other party's head, lifts his head a little, relieves the feeling that wants to thrust his body into the mouth of the person in front, along with thinking of the sensation he received before.
However good last time was, Shin can still do just as well. Maybe even better than last time.
But it seems Shin's answer instead makes Oat clench his jaw tightly, close his eyes as if deciding something.
Schloop
“Hah..” Oat releases a hot breath out when the other party still continues to pamper the large core of his body. And at the moment Shin is pulling the other party's leg to lift it up.
Grab
“I can take responsibility, but it must not be in this position.”
Whoosh
Oat pulls the other party's head to stop what he is doing, before snatching the person who cannot brace himself in time, manages to flip the junior's body to lie spread on the bed, the way that makes Shin clench his jaw tightly. He understands now what the other party wants.
“I am not the same either."
Grab
"Ugh!"
Fucking shit.
Shin growls in his throat when the senior in front states clearly. And he would not say anything at all if it were not because Phîi Oat is grabbing his central part of the torso. And even more with a person who is used to doing it with others but has to release by himself for weeks, being touched by the other party only makes his mood spiral out of control even more.
“Yours is hard too.” Oat says with the same words, before pressing a kiss down onto the lips that like to lift a mocking smile closely. At first, Shin almost pushes the other party away. However, the taste of the fierce kiss that he does not usually allow to press mouths with anyone makes he himself pull the other party in until the sound of kissing echoes throughout the entire room.
Squelch squelch
“Mmm.... Ungh.... Hahk... You said you never made anyone....... You are good too...” Shin breathes heavier, at the time his pants are pulled down, by Phîi Oat grabbing his large core, and then stroking and pulling until he makes a humming groan in his throat. His face also starts to become red, wanting to release, it will be bad. However, he does not plan to stop just here.
Grab
“I told you I do not plan to be underneath anyone.” However, at the time he is about to flip back to the position he has been in all his life, Oat instead holds his body firmly. The sharp face that is usually the kind senior of Âi'Dear instead reflects a wild and fierce look and is full of desire. The deep voice whispers, and then bites the earlobe of the person underneath, until Shin shudders.
This is not according to plan... but fuck the plan, Wá.
“Next time, I will definitely not agree to this.”
Whoosh
Finally, the person who looks at the sweaty face of the senior in front, and the gleaming eyes that say he will not retreat either, makes a decision. Both hands then pull his own legs apart wide, because anyway, who gets who is not different anyway. In the end... it is just the sex he wants to have with the senior in front.
“Do not be lousy, then.” Shin sends a mocking smile, and then clenches his jaw tightly when Oat moves his hand faster, and the person who is insulted presses a kiss down another time until the person underneath pulls him down closely.
Whoosh
You say do not be lousy... Your manner is definitely the lousiest.
Shin tells himself, shuddering and gasping with the long finger that presses and inserts into the body that never yields to anyone, until he pulls Phîi Oat to press a kiss more heavily, accepting the strange experience that probes into his body until he shudders many times.
“Does it hurt...”
“Mmm.... Just do it... Ah...” Shin tries to lift the corner of his mouth, before shuddering and gasping when the long finger is touching inside until he squeezes the other party's neck tightly.
“Is it enough?” If it were normal time, Shin would laugh in his face that Phîi Oat has the nerve to ask if the preparation is enough, because for a person who did not prepare his heart to receive like this, he would not easily say enough. But the mixed-race youth just says.
“Ugh.... If you want, then come in.” The words make Oat pull his finger out quickly, before pulling both legs to lift higher, inserting and thrusting his body into the middle. Both hands brace beside the head of the person underneath, and then grabs the large part to press and insert in.
Grab
“Ah!” Shin opens his eyes wide, both hands gripping the other party's shoulders firmly, thinking only one thing.
Fucking hurt.
The thought that he almost wants to quit in the middle. However, the sharp face that shows he is just as uncomfortable, but tries to be gentle and do it to him with the lightest force, also makes Shin grab his own central part of the torso and stroke and pull along with it, relieving the pain at the back, at the time the other party tries to press and insert until the end.
“Phîi, it... fucking... lousy, Wá... lousy... supremely.”
“I think so too.” The easy acceptance makes the listener want to laugh. However, right now, he can only pull Phîi Oat to kiss, using both legs to hook and hold his waist, while the large hand strokes all over his sweaty skin, feeling that Shin shudders extremely every time he is touched on a wound, the same as the inside that clings and grips in a fierce rhythm until he cannot bear it.
Squelch
The lower part of the body moves and thrusts towards the searing heat, slow, leisurely, but stimulating the right spot inside, until the mixed-race youth shudders. The slowness that is increasing the fierceness little by little, along with Shin who responds no differently.
The sound of kissing echoes throughout the entire room, mixed with the sound of flesh hitting flesh that urges a fierce rhythm. The temperature in the room is rising continuously. The bed is crumpled. Both bodies press until they are almost one flesh. The sound of panting breath becomes rapid.
Squelch squelch
“Ah...” Oat lifts the other party's hips a little higher, before urging his body more heavily than before, making Shin grip the pillow tightly. He lowers his head to look at the part that connects below, before looking up at the face that is wet with sweat to make eye contact.
“I think it is... Mmm... not... too... lousy...”
The words make the person who is moving his body fiercely bend down to press a kiss on his forehead, until Shin becomes still with the warmth he receives, before Oat speaks with the same words.
“I think so too."
Heh heh, that's right.
“Mmm, more, gasp-gasp." The thoughts of the person who wants to laugh, but at this time, can only emit panting sounds mixed with groaning harmonizing with the other party's sound, before convulsing over his entire body, releasing his needs out, equally not believing himself that he would finish because of being underneath.
It is not too bad.... having sex with Phîi Oat.
***
“Ouch!”
Oat needs a full five minutes after waking up to recall how he can be in this condition. Both the effect of the alcohol he drank heavily getting to him, and the exercise last night. Finally, he himself jumps up from the bed, and then groans in his throat as if still hungover.
“Let me die, my head...” The former Head wáak groans to himself, before sweeping his eyes to look around the room, to find the other person who should be sleeping on the bed with him. The images of last night's events flow in like a flash flood.
He slept with Shin.
“How could I do it, Wá!?” Oat rubs his own head hard, wanting to blame because of that damn desolate beer he drank, but he cannot deny the truth that at the time they were doing anything together, he might have been dizzy, but he was fully conscious, and it was himself who did it, not it doing him.
“Hey, Phîi, are you awake already?”
Snap
“Where did you go!?” Oat turns sharply to look in the other direction immediately when the owner of the voice steps into the room with the pants and shirt from last night that he gave him. Which he himself answers simply.
“Went down to smoke. I thought Phîi probably does not smoke." Shin says while walking to pick up his telephone and wallet, stuffing his old clothes into the bag he carries up. Plus, a faint nicotine smell floats to touch Oat's nose as if confirming what he went down to do.
“Yeah, since Phîi is awake, I will go back first then. Thank you for letting me stay over last night...
Grab
“Why do you act like nothing happened!” The manner in which the person looks is angry in an indescribable way. His deep voice therefore intensifies. His other hand yanks the person who is putting things away. This makes the red-headed youth turn to make eye contact. He knows the other party is angry, but he only smiles.
“Last night, I was the one who invited you to do it myself. Even though it went a bit off plan, it is okay. I am a man; I do not lose anything.”
“But you have never done it with others like you did with me!”
Oat cannot explain how it is different. It is like a woman who has been with a man or never been with one or not. But he thinks that the reaction last night tells clearly that Shin has never done with a man in the same form as with him. And that makes him angry that he acts like nothing happened.
“Sigh, I also said that it must be like this, that is why I did not go back first...” Shin heaves a heavy sigh, then slumps to sit on the bed. He frowns a little, as the passageway in the back is still quite sore from the violence that he received. But he still calmly explains to the other party.
“I am a man. I do not get pregnant. I am not a vagina. If I do not do it for a day or two, it will return to normal... except. But if you do not trust, then go get checked to see if you caught any disease from me or not. But for peace of mind, I get checked for diseases regularly. I protect every time, except last night when I was so pushy that I got pinned down and had no time to put a condom on for myself... that is all. End of story, Khráp.”
Shin acts like this matter is cleared, but it is not cleared to the listener at all. “But anyway, I slept with you!" Oat does not understand why he is so angry, even though he knows he has slept with many people. But he is not a person like him who would let it pass and then go away.
“I have also slept with many people.”
“Chonnon!!!” Oat roars loudly. He squeezes the red-headed youth's shoulders firmly. And that makes Shin say with a serious tone.
“Phîi thinks to take responsibility for me, is that right?”
“Yes!” The listener is silent for a bit, then asks a question that makes the other party stand stunned.
“Even though Phîi does not think anything of me at all, is that right?”
"I..."
“Actually, I admit that I am attracted to you. To put it simply, I want you, that is all. But I will not agree to be with anyone only because of the word responsibility.... Romantic partner and sleep partner... their meanings are different, you know, Phîi Oat.” The person who seems like he does not think anything, but in reality has thought it through well, says in a calm voice, pulls his wrist from the other party, and then continues.
“I know that you still have not forgotten Âi'Dear, which is okay, I do not mind. But I also do not want responsibility from a person who has someone else in his heart too. I like you for being a stable person like this. Therefore, you do not need to lie that you like me because I am not a dim-wit who would believe... Let us say, when you can forget Âi'Dear, then tell me.” It sounds like a proposal that is fair to the other party.
If he wants to take responsibility, he must forget the other person in his heart first. To which Oat says frankly that he still cannot forget that cute junior.
Shin only smiles at the corner of his mouth. “Let us say that from now on, I will court you properly. And when you feel that you like me, or at least can forget Âi'Dear, I will let you take responsibility.... Another thing, next time, I do not think I will be on the bottom like this anymore.” Even though Shin says it like it is a funny matter, for Oat, he instead perceives that the junior is being serious.
“Then, will you sleep with others like you slept with me?”
Thud.... The words that blurt out make Shin turn back to make eye contact.
“I told you that I will stop messing around. If now my heart has someone, I probably will not go sleep with others.”
Slam
The room door closes. The way that Oat also raises his hand to hold his temple. Even though Shin does not say it directly, it is clear that the other party probably likes him. But he himself, in what aspect does he like him? Because he can definitely say that what happened last night was not a mistake.... He really wanted to have something with him.
“Next time... you say it like it is an easy matter, even though it is difficult, right, Shin?"
Oat admits that right now he really does not know how to manage his own feelings.
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