Rewinding to the time when Kon Hin had just returned to Metthanun, the young man went to see his parents. He looked at them as they cried and held him tightly, scolding him for disappearing for so many years—so long that they had even thought he might have died. Kon Hin prostrated himself in apology, begging forgiveness for leaving without a single word or contact. He listened to their tearful reprimands before heading to Khun Trai with reddened eyes.
Khun Trai smiled at him and simply said, “Welcome home. Please take care of my son.”
Khun Trai is the person who knows everything. He is the person who, no matter what, even though the eldest son chose Hin instead of another perfect woman, still accepts it. This thought made Kon Hin feel even more grateful. He promised that he would return to work in order to compensate for the time he had disappeared and make it the most worthwhile.
"Just being with him is enough for you."
That is what Khun Trai told Kon Hin.
After the young man went around greeting everyone, he endured Rasa's sarcastic remarks saying that he had nowhere to go, which is why he slunk back. Then he had to keep his mouth tightly shut when Tul said that it was he who had requested Hin to return himself.
Kon Hin therefore realizes that his Chao-nai now has authority in this house. It is not only Rasa who respectfully listens to Khun Tul, everyone in the house also thinks and looks at Khun Tul in the same way.
Six years had changed many things, and Kon Hin also learned how much his Chao-nai had succeeded in his work, to the point that he began to worry that he might not know him. The man who is above everyone.
Khun Tul six years later has…
The young man thought while sitting, lost in thought, in the brand-new bedroom.
Tul would not allow Kon Hin to return to sleep in the small house, but instead arranged a bedroom for him in the room adjacent to the master bedroom, giving the reason that from now on, Kon Hin was not just a worker in the house but would be his personal secretary. He was a young man who had studied abroad, with a degree and a work history over many years as his guarantee.
How could the personal secretary of Tul Metthanun be allowed to sleep in a small room that didn’t even have an en-suite bathroom?
Kon Hin protested because his parents were still in the same room, and how could they allow their son to stay somewhere else? But both his father and mother agreed with Tul's order and refused to move. They said they were used to the place they slept every day. Even when Kon Hin told them he had saved enough money to buy a house for them, they still refused to leave.
His parents said they would stay here and serve the family until they died, which aligned with his own thoughts.
From now on, he would stay here and serve the owner of his heart until death.
A thought that would normally make someone scared, but Kon Hin smiled broadly, clearly happy.
Though he was deep down worried about Phupha, since this week the boy was staying at Khun Yaa’s house, Kon Hin decided to put that concern aside for now.
He had other things to worry about.
I love you.
“Have you gone to bed yet?”
The sight of his employer entering the room in pajamas, looking unsure, was strange, since Tul had always been confident throughout his life.
“Not yet. I’m not sleepy,” Kon Hin tried to smile, but he found himself nervously awkward, perhaps because he knew why Tul had entered the room.
“Are you going to sleep in this room?” Kon Hin asked.
“I’ll sleep in the room you’re sleeping in,” Tul said, then walked over and sat at the foot of the bed, looking up to meet his gaze.
“Is that okay?”
This was different. His employer had never asked for permission before doing something, but now he was speaking up.
"He asked for permission like that, and it made Kon Hin's breath tighten, feeling strangely awkward."
“You can sleep in whichever room you want,” Kon Hin said.
“No, I need to ask you,” Tul fell silent for a moment, then spoke cautiously.
“I don’t want to force you like before.”
They both looked at each other, unsure of what to do about the six years of distance. While Kon Hin felt nervous, Tul was almost terrified that if he made a mistake, Kon Hin might leave him again. That made Kon Hin step forward, gently push Tul down onto the bed, and lie down beside him, facing him.
Kon Hin took Tul's hand and placed it on his cheek.
“You've never forced me, because I’ve always agreed willingly.”
“Even if I chained you up?” Tul said with guilt in his voice.
“Yes, because I told you to chain me.”
“Even if I used a cotton swab to poke your hole?”
“I... didn’t mind,” Kon Hin averted his eyes.
“Even if I used a belt to hit you until you cried?”
“Well... yes,” Kon Hin answered softly, but couldn't help adding,
“But if you did it too hard, it hurt.”
Thud!
Tul immediately pulled Kon Hin into his embrace, his voice trembling as he said, "I’m sorry. I won’t do that again."
The listener moved closer, burying his face into the familiar scent of the body, soaking in the warmth that had been missing for so long, which made his heart feel like it was freezing. When that warmth was right before him again, Kon Hin hugged his Chao-nai tightly and decided to speak.
"Every once in a while is fine for me."
Tul looked down at him in disbelief, then repeated again.
"If you’re going to play rough every once in a while, I can handle it."
It wasn’t that Kon Hin had grown braver, he just didn’t want to hide it anymore.
Kon Hin knew that every moment was precious, so he didn’t want to let it go to waste. If telling his true feelings would help Tul understand him better, Kon Hin wanted to say it.
"You... Be careful, if you spoil me too much, I’ll start acting like this again."
"As long as there’s no other kid involved, I can handle it."
Once again, Tul was stunned, realizing that his lover was upset about him sleeping with Wadi, and that made Tul hug Kon Hin tighter.
"I’m done. I swear, no one else but you, and I swear that apart from the first time I messed up, I’ve never been with Wadi again, not even once."
This time, the listener's eyes widened, looking as though he couldn’t believe it.
"Not even once? Not even once at all?"
"No," Tul answered firmly.
"Then..." Kon Hin glanced at the lower half of Tul's body. After all, having been the one to bear Tul's emotions for so long, he knew very well that this man had significant desires. If, over the past six years, Tul had never done anything with Wadi, then where did he channel those emotions?
The look in his eyes spoke the question, making Tul smile.
"This is it." He raised his fist to show.
"But..."
"If it's not you, it means nothing. I can’t even touch anyone else. Just closing my eyes, I see your tears. Believe me, I’ll never cheat on you, not ever," Tul said without hesitation, because every time he touched Wadi, Tul felt such resistance that it nearly drove him mad.
Thinking about the look on Kon Hin's face when he found out Wadi was pregnant made his chest tighten.
"And you?" Tul asked in return. Though deep down he was fearful, he still wanted to know.
The silence only made Tul feel more desperate, not wanting to hear the answer that Kon Hin had someone else. But...
"Here it is." Kon Hin raised his right hand to show, just like Tul had.
Tul looked at Kon Hin.
Kon Hin looked at Tul, and laughter echoed loudly in the spacious bedroom.
"Come here, you're making my heart skip a beat," Tul moved up to straddle his lover’s body, placing both hands beside Kon Hin’s head. His eyes softened when Kon Hin turned and kissed his wrist.
"Khun Tul."
The moment those dark eyes lifted, the desires that had seemed to fade long ago returned with force. They simply gazed into each other’s eyes, and their lips moved toward each other with practiced ease. At first, it was awkward and uncertain, but soon, the six-year gap between them disappeared.
Kon Hin gripped Tul’s neck tightly, just as Tul placed his hand on Kon Hin’s cheek. Both of them kissed each other, the sound of their lips meeting echoing throughout the room. Tul’s large hands slid down to caress his lover’s body, through the fabric, before tugging at the clothes clinging to the other’s body.
Tul got up to pull off the shirt, and Kon Hin lifted his own shirt to reveal his head.
Everything was fast, but they knew the rhythm well, until Tul and Kon Hin returned to kissing each other in their naked state easily. Their lips almost didn't separate, especially Tul who sucked Kon Hin's lips until they were bruised, sending his tongue to rub and cling inside his mouth hungrily, changing the sweetness into intense heat.
While Kon Hin held Tul's hips to push his moist shaft up, close together.
"Ummm"
The intense heat rubbing against each other caused a continuous groan until Tul was the one to grab both of his shafts together, letting the moisture that seeped from the tips of both shafts coat and make them move faster than before, until the groans were endless.
Hin glanced at his own shaft that was close to his Chao-nai's shaft, a lot of emotions rushed through his body and told him how much he missed this feeling.
"Did you put it in, Hin?" The young man whispered, and Tul looked down at him with sparkling eyes. But...
"How long have you not done it?"
"I haven't done it at all."
If it weren't for the man in front of him, Hin wouldn't even want to stick his hand in the tight hole to help himself. And that made Tul slowly shake his head, pulling Hin's hips hard so that both shafts rubbed together until he moaned loudly. Then he said in a gasping voice,
And Hin's answer made Tul not do more than just rub outside because he remembered very well how sore the other person was on the first day they had sex. "I can't do it. Just this, just me hugging you is enough." Tul looked into his eyes, revealing his feelings of how much he loved him.
Not doing anything for more than six years was like starting over again. He was ready to start from zero if he had this person in his arms though.
"Khun Tul"
Stopping here to say that Tul chose to preserve it rather than just do it made Hin hug the other person tightly, moving his hips to follow Tul's hand that was jerking them together, and then sending his hand to rub the heads of both of them hard until the sound of moaning echoed.
"Like that Hin, like that"
"Khun Tul, faster, faster"
Even though they hadn't done anything for many years, both of them knew what to do to make it feel good. Hot kisses were pressed together time and time again. The lustful water flowed to the tip. Then Hin was the one who turned his tall body over to be on the bottom and was the one who moved his body hard with a flushed face.
The image that Tul wanted to remember by heart.
Gasp!
However, the increasing friction made Tul hold onto his lover's hips tightly, helping them to slam together every time. The desire that had not been released for a long time was only a few inches closer. The same as the rock that was red all over, he knew that he was almost finished.
"Come here!"
Tul grabbed the rock's neck to kiss him, then thrust his hips quickly, rubbing against his lover's flesh. He looked at the rock whose eyes were wide open, his body twitching, and he hugged Tul's neck tightly.
Suddenly!
Not long after, the rock released first, and Tul flipped his lover to lie under him again, sweeping the white liquid to wet his flesh. His sharp eyes looked at the red face and moist eyes with passion, and then jerked himself quickly.
"Eek, more, ha!"
Tul took a deep breath, releasing it all over the rock's stomach, looking at the mixed liquid with satisfaction. Then he lay down beside the rock, still breathing heavily.
Ouch!
“Tul, I’m dirty.”
“It’s okay… I've missed you, Hin. I've missed you so much.”
Tul didn’t care that the semen stained his body. He just wanted to hug his lover, tell him how much he missed him. It wasn’t just being in bed together. He missed his touch, his smile, and even his body odor that made him feel the most comfortable.
“I miss you too,” Hin replied with a smile, deciding to bury his face in Tul’s.
The embrace, which once had been full of hesitation, as if he were ashamed to stain himself with the dirt from his own body on his Chao-nai, now he wanted to hold on tight, to make up for the long years of longing.
They both allowed the silence to cover them for a moment, and then Kon Hin softly asked, “Do you think Phupha will like me?”
Walking around greeting the people in the house made Kon Hin learn the name of the boy, the one who looked just like his Chao-nai, except for the eyes, which he inherited from his mother.
“He will love you like his father does.”
Not just like, but love.
Then Tul asked with a smile, “Aren’t you curious why I named him Phupha?”
Kon Hin looked at him in confusion, but since Tul wanted him to know, he nodded.
And this time, Tul finally spoke these words aloud.
“Phupha is the unwavering love that I give to the man named Pathapee.”
He had said it.
The listener froze, then tears welled up in his eyes.
“I love you.”
And Tul could only respond, “I love you too.”
This is enough.
So, tonight there were no nightmares, no sudden awakenings in the middle of the night to find the warmth of the one he missed gone from beside the bed. There was no pain waiting in the new morning, because tonight they were together. The thoughts of the two men, who had drowned in a sea of tears for many years, would tonight only be filled with smiles, as their hands held each other, unwilling to let go. Tonight, there would only be sweet dreams.
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