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Plêrng is not a man who is defeated by flowers, and he has always thought that no man is defeated by flowers.
He might be gay, he might like men, but he is not a woman, and he is not sensitive to things that wither easily. He has always thought that if anyone brings flowers to flirt, he would rather tell them to go buy beer to treat him. But at this time, now, the man who is not defeated by flowers still sits stunned when another man is handing him a bouquet of white lilies.
This situation is not that Práo Plêrng likes lilies more than roses, but that he is stunned.
The fact that a tall man wearing glasses with a serious demeanor is saying with a serious tone: “Nông Plêrng, I apologize, Khrap.”
The listener inadvertently extends his hand to receive the flowers and holds them, not knowing how to handle them. He looks down at the flowers that seem very far from him.
Lilies give a feeling of purity and cleanliness, but I'm not that kind of person at all.
“You, Phîi Sǐndhu have brought this... to apologize... to me, Plêrng?” He asks in an amazed way, as the serious person continues.
“Yes, Khrap, I want to apologize about last night. I should not have done that to you. Does it hurt a lot?” Sǐndhu asks.
The questioner's face is full of concern, and he also feels guilty. He lowers his gaze to look at the upper arm hidden under the student uniform, but inside there must remain traces of the violence that occurred.
“No... it does not hurt.”
Seeing Sǐndhu going to this trouble, suddenly Plêrng becomes unable to act. He is surprised that he does not laugh at what this man is doing.
This is not just flowers!
Phîi Sǐndhu does not just give flowers as an apology only. Because if he were to do that, why not place them in front of his dorm room like every time, put them in a basket so the flowers do not get bruised? But instead, he walks from his own faculty to this faculty and carries a large bouquet of flowers until he becomes the target of everyone's eyes.
The other party is showing sincerity in front of hundreds of people in the cafeteria.
Okay, Plêrng might have many people flirting with him, but no one has ever gone to the trouble to do this for him before.
Believe that ninety percent of men who set their sights on men with each other, no one acts openly like this.
The type that announces to the world that they are in a relationship with another man is really very few. Most of them usually date for a while until they are sure, but here, they are not anything to each other. Besides, Phîi Sǐndhu is a real man [in Thailand this means straight]!
A man who used to like women before!
Plêrng is openly gay, that man who brings flowers to someone like him, whom almost the whole university knows… It seems like the other party is kind of coming out.
“Phîi Sǐndhu does not have to bring them to me here. Are you not ashamed of others seeing you?” Plêrng says.
“Why should I be ashamed, Khrap?” The listener frowns and shakes his head. “I did wrong to Nông Plêrng; I want to apologize to Nông Plêrng; that is right. I do not have to care how anyone looks.”
Once again, Plêrng has never met anyone who is this sincere with him before, until his two hands holding the bouquet tighten it close to his body. His lips press together tightly, staring at the white lilies with slightly trembling hands.
“I'm not angry at all.” Plêrng says.
“But when I came out, Nông Plêrng had already disappeared. I thought that..."
“No, no, I'm not angry. I just thought that Phîi probably wanted to have... private time.” Práo Plêrng does not confess that he himself ran away to masturbate, but his words of not being angry make him see a charming smile.
The straight lips that used to be sarcastic and look serious until boring reveal a wide smile that makes those eyes sparkle. The sharp face looks handsomely indescribable, until Plêrng thinks that his eyes must be deceived.
Or really... his heart is really starting to become interested in this man.
The person who dares to walk to give him flowers in the midst of hundreds of people.
"Another thing..."
“Khrap?”
Plêrng looks up into his eyes, and he sees the person whose ears are very red. If the serious person still continues.
“How will Nông Plêrng believe that I really intend to flirt with you?” Sǐndhu asks.
…
[[Translator's Note: The Thai verb จีบ (Jìip) means "to flirt with," "to court," or "to ask someone out." It specifically describes the act of making romantic advances. It can be used in a lighthearted, neutral, or sometimes slightly objectifying way, depending on context. I suspect that this is what gets mistranslated as harass in many Thai BL dramas' subtitles, although that is absolutely not what it means.]]
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“Âi Phént, Âi Phént, see? I (Kuu) told you (meung) already!” Andrea gasps.
“Yeah, I (Kuu) heard already!” Phént replies.
While the people around are shocked by the loud announcement of the handsome man with a likable personality, moreover a gentleman who comes to bother someone with the motto “Can do anything if refreshed,” until Plêrng himself is wide-eyed, because he might be beloved by friends, seniors, and juniors, but it is not that anyone dares to declare themselves clearly like this.
Phîi Sǐndhu is the first one who dares to say that he will flirt with someone like him, who is “not hard to get.”
The type that teases half-jokingly that they want him, want to play with him for a night, or want to date him for fun, Plêrng is used to encountering. But the serious type like this, Plêrng confirms again that he has never encountered at all.
“Does Phîi Sǐndhu not remember that I, Plêrng, said that there is no need to be responsible for anything?” If the cute person still returns to the same topic, trying to pull himself out from the strange feeling, staring at the other party, and cannot help but tell himself that Phîi only thinks about responsibility.
That thing, and last night he masturbated until his knees gave out, so it is normal to feel guilty.
It seems that when he calms down, he will remember what he did.
“Then what if it is not about responsibility?” Phîi Sǐndhu asks softly.
“Hmm.” Andrea intones.
“Here we go.” Phént says.
Plêrng really wants to turn and bare his fangs at the two Âi'friends behind him. They know, do not they, that he is standing here, stunned and wide-eyed at the person who is communicating something.
While Phîi Sǐndhu scratches his cheek awkwardly and says again.
“If this is not about responsibility, Khrap, if I think that Nông Plêrng is cute until… I want to flirt with him.”
Thump thump!
Suddenly, the lump of meat in Plêrng's chest beats strongly without forgiveness, until he has to lower his eyes, not daring to look into Sǐndhu's eyes. His brain thinks about how to escape from this situation, but immediately curiosity arises when he stares at the beautiful flowers in his hand.
“Then why lilies?”
Phîi Sǐndhu answers immediately. “Because they look cute like Nông Plêrng.”
Gasp!
"Damn it!!!"
Thump! Thump thump!! Thump thump thump!!!!
Plêrng can only exclaim in shock, because suddenly... he has a heart that beats out of rhythm.
“Plêrng, with lilies? Plêrng!” He tries to push away that kind of feeling. He looks up at the person who might have forgotten that last night he was invited by him to have sex together enthusiastically, how could that suit flowers that give a pure feeling like this? And the other party still looks back at him like a person who has decided well, answering full-mouthed.
“Khrap, because Nông Plêrng is really cute.”
Not fierce roses, but cute lilies.
Hearing that, the brave person... bows his head completely.
“Âi'Phént, are my (Kuu) eyes blurred? There is a day that I (Kuu) get to see Âi'Plêrng blush, Wá.” Andrea gasps.
“No, no, I (Kuu) see it too, the brazen-faced one can be embarrassed, Wá.” Phént replies.
Plêrng wants to turn and scold the two friends, but he does not, because... Yeah, I (Kuu) am embarrassed, you (meung) guys do not tease!
It seems that the boring man like Phîi Sǐndhu can make Práo Plêrng’s heart shake already.
And now, it is outside the bed too…
Whoosh
“Nông Plêrng?”
…
“Wait, Khrap, Nông Plêrng, wait a moment..."
…
“Is Nông Plêrng angry with me?”
Blushing, bowing his head completely like this… I (Kuu) am angry, because you're (meung) crazy! Plêrng thinks in his heart, while walking to the parking lot and holding the bouquet tightly, but the tall man quickly follows. When called, he does not answer.
Phîi Sǐndhu himself takes long steps to stand in the way, asking with an uncertain tone, until the brazen-faced person (who now cannot be brazen) looks up and wrinkles his nose at him.
“Phîi Sǐndhu does not think that Plêrng would be embarrassed in front of friends, right?”
“Uh... sorry, Khrap.”
Do not make a sad face! I (Kuu) like the fierce type like last night! The small person turns his face away to the other side, agrees to stop walking, and asks what he is curious about.
“Has Phîi Sǐndhu forgotten that yesterday Plêrng asked for something?”
“Asked? Asked for what?”
Really!
Plêrng looks left and right. Even though this area does not have many people passing by, besides his two close friends, he himself does not think to publicize his own desires to anyone either. Therefore, the small person grabs his wrist and forcefully pulls him to the parked car, presses unlock, and opens the back door.
“Wait a moment, Nông Plêrng, where are we going?” Phîi Sǐndhu himself turns to ask, restraining himself to the utmost.
“Why does Phîi have to make a startled face like that? I will not eat Phîi’s liver, come on.” Plêrng replies.
“Uh, it is not that I am afraid that Nông Plêrng will eat me, I am afraid... then, where exactly will Nông Plêrng take me?” Sǐndhu says.
Plêrng does not pay attention to the words that disappear, because he wants to talk with the other party as soon as possible. The owner of the words says pantingly, because he forcefully pushes his back to get into the car quickly.
“I'm not taking you anywhere, just talking here. Why, Khrap? You said you would flirt with Plêrng, don't you want to breathe the same air in the car with Plêrng?”
As soon as Plêrng uses his trump card, Phîi Sǐndhu steps into the car almost not in time, until Plêrng himself walks to start the car, places the flowers on the driver’s seat, turns on the air conditioner to drive away the hot air of noon, then comes to squeeze together on the back seat, which... the other party shifts away to the door.
If Plêrng does not care about the strange behavior, he gets to the point immediately.
“Phîi Sǐndhu has forgotten that last night I asked to have something with... sex, Khrap. S E X, do not think too much, the literal meaning, okay?”
The case of talking about “sleeping” without knowing flashes into his head, so Plêrng has to emphasize again, looking at the tall man who nods in acceptance, then continues.
“Therefore, Phîi does not need to apologize to me, because I did it myself. Besides, you see that I'm not innocent like his face, and you still really think to flirt with me?” The small person says all together, while the other party is silent for a bit, then shakes his head.
“It has nothing to do with that innocence thing at all, Khrap. I just think that Nông Plêrng is cute, to the extent that even though I did such a thing, you still forgive me.”
Because I (Kuu) get off on being forced. The thought of the person who glances at the log hidden in the forest, then quickly whips his eyes back to look at the face, when the other party continues.
“Another thing, since the first time we met, uh, not counting that night, I think that Nông Plêrng...” The speaker quietens a bit, raises his hand to push his glasses slightly, then says with an unconfident smile.
But why do I, Âi Plêrng, start to think it is cute?
And importantly, Phîi Sǐndhu also says further… “You are the cutest man that I have ever met.”
Splash!
Damn it!
He said cute! Plêrng presses his lips tightly, because he feels a hot flash on both cheeks just because of being praised.
I should be used to this word. The person who is confident in his appearance tells himself in his heart, but when looking at the serious face that has no sign of joking at all, not teasing, not praising perfunctorily, not speaking for some purpose, but it is seriousness and sincerity that is telling with red ears that he is cute.
Really, I am embarrassed. Plêrng thinks.
“And when Nông Plêrng said that you are not innocent, I think that is not true. When I saw your tears...” The speaker quietens for a moment, then clears his throat when meeting the big round eyes that stare without moving away, while the small person himself moves closer full of curiosity. My (Kuu) tears are sexy, right? Want to see them again?
“...look so pure until I, ahem... got aroused.”
The listener is sure that Phîi Sǐndhu must use effort to confess these things. But he himself does not need to make an effort to act cute, pretend to be shy, because he is really embarrassed, his face is really hot (other things are hot too) just knowing that the other party says his tears are good-looking.
“Pure what? Plêrng invited Phîi to have something with him, have you forgotten?”
When he feels that the atmosphere around him is hot in an indescribable way, Plêrng quickly says another thing, turning his face away to the other direction.
“But that is because, Nông Plêrng pities me, right?”
Huh? Snap! The person who is secretly smiling turns snap to look at the speaker immediately. The lips that were pressed together to hold back a smile open wide. The eyes that were lowered widen, the face looks shocked, contrary to the conclusion of the damn violent person who still strives to interpret him as a good child.
And then, what does it mean that I (Kuu) pressed my ass for twenty minutes? Does fungus grow on the ass? Wriggling like a worm that much!
“I must apologize for making you see an unpleasant sight. That is, as I said, Nông Plêrng... is too cute. That is, I'm also a man, and we have, uh, done that kind of thing together. Last night, when I was close, it became like that. And because I know that Nông Plêrng is kind-hearted, last time you did not hold it against me, this time you would help me again, but I ended up doing violence like that again. Sorry, Khrap.”
Phîi Sǐndhu speaks at length, but Plêrng does not understand a single thing.
In summary, does he think that I am a very good monk who came down to save animals or what? Plêrng wonders.
“When talking about this, I probably must tell Nông Plêrng first, that is, sometimes I will be somewhat violent. If I tell you to stay away, Nông Plêrng, please do not come near me, Khrap… I do not want to make you afraid like last night...”
“I'm not afraid!” Suddenly, Plêrng interrupts loudly, and also... moves in until almost close to the tall person.
Plêrng does not care what kind of gaze the other party uses to look at his neck. He only cares about shifting closer to the other party until close. His two hands press against the seat to support himself, but his face is only a breath away.
Then Plêrng says with sparkling eyes. “If I do not agree to stay away?”
“Uh...”
“If I'm not afraid of you, Phîi?”
“That is...” Sǐndhu begins.
“If I say, Phîi, do it strongly!” Plêrng asks.
“Hmm!” Sǐndhu
The more he speaks, the more he leans his face close to the other party, until almost poking the glasses, and he sees startled eyes.
Gulp
He sees Phîi Sǐndhu swallow hard, and that makes Plêrng move away a little to...
Whoosh
He bends down to unbutton his shirt, like Phîi Sǐndhu grabs his wrist tightly, asking with a startled face, but his eyes stare intently at the chest that is revealed a little… “Hey, what will you do Nông Phlening!?” Sǐndhu gasps until Plêrng says full-mouthed.
“Prove that I'm not afraid of Phîi.” This kind of thing, I'm skilled at. “Come on, come on, let me prove it properly.” The small person says while struggling to break free from the other party’s grasp, insisting on pulling the shirt off himself. Anyway, this car has thick film, and even if it shakes and people outside see, it is okay because later he can swap with his second sibling. Just this, then no one can catch which student is doing it in the car in broad daylight.
Crack Hmm
But the soft sound that occurs is what makes Plêrng pause. He looks up, but not in time.
“I... I have remembered that I have class in the afternoon. Let us meet again, Khrap.”
The big prey (who wants to switch positions very much) bursts out of the car, two hands raised in a stopping gesture, says quickly, gives a dry smile again, then... flees.
“Psycho!” Of course, Plêrng curses in frustration, because he sees... it came out from the forest, must be cursed.
“Ouch, why run? I said I am not afraid! If you want, then do it, Wá!”
Práo Plêrng hits the car seat in pain, because he has missed again. And he is confident that the miss is not because the other party is not interested. Sǐndhu is interested, but he is afraid of something, not willing to do it. I must find the cause! Do not think that you can escape Âi Plêrng! Why am I (Kuu) a person with a lustful body, Wá!?
At this time, the top man Nai Sǐndhu is worried about the problems that are attacking from every direction... the direction that when he looks at the chest, he wants to suck, when he looks at the mouth, he wants to bite, when he looks at the neck, he wants to bite, until he tries to move himself away from the source of the problem, but the other party does not cooperate at all.
Yesterday, when consciousness returned, the young man had to sit holding his temples to solve his worry, because he accidentally revealed his bad side to Nông Plêrng again.
If it is really hard to control himself, then why is he so cute? His body is just right to hold, fragrant too, and then the tight ass that presses close to him, which can be confirmed that he is a person who wriggles in sleep. He himself is not a saint anywhere. By the time he got through last night, he was panting. When Nông Plêrng slept, he quickly got up to release himself before he could not control himself.
And then what? Nông Plêrng came to see it again. He himself accidentally hurt the other party until he cried out pitifully. So Sǐndhu did not hesitate to think of a way to apologize. He knows he is wrong. This time, he himself does not want to run away, so he took flowers to apologize to Plêrng's faculty. When he saw the other party smile shyly, his heart beat violently, both relieved and happy, and... then fell into the same pattern.
The pattern that he gets aroused by that cute and good person.
Sǐndhu sees clearly that Nông Plêrng is gay, but he does not want Nông Plêrng to waste himself on him to prove that he is not angry. These things should be done with someone you love, and he himself hopes that one day he will be that person, but it probably will not be in this short period.
He himself just stepped into a new world that he never knew, does not know how to flirt with a man, how to act, and how to make Nông Plêrng see his goodness until he is interested in him like he is interested in Nông Plêrng. Therefore, Sǐndhu must suppress the desire that likes to erupt when breathing the same air as that person to the deepest.
Nông Plêrng would be very afraid if he knew that just looking at his neck, he already thinks this far.
“You (meung) used to be a better person than this, Âi Sǐndhu.” This is what the young man tells himself, and that makes him quickly get out before accidentally doing something violent, until missing the opportunity to flirt with that junior.
Sǐndhu thinks that he should seclude himself for a while, calm down the raging emotions because of the fragrant smell first, then go to meet later. But it turns out that when he steps down from the car that is turned off and turns to the elevator in the parking lot... the person in his mind is standing with arms crossed, smiling sweetly waiting.
“Uh, Nông Plêrng, what are you doing here, Khrap?”
The asker can not help but glance at the white hollow of the neck. This shirt is too dangerous, you know!
The owner tells himself, trying to pull his gaze back to meet the other party’s eyes, not the fragrant body that changed from student uniform to casual clothes, and his heart beats fast because the other party smiles cutely, and the gesture of tucking hair behind the ear makes him feel strange in his chest.
I really want to stroke that hair.
“I came to wait for you, Phîi Sǐndhu, Khrap.”
“Wait for me?” The young man pulls his consciousness back, frowning in suspicion.
Whoosh... thud
“And why did Phîi Sǐndhu run away from me?” Plêrng asks.
“Uh, I do not.” Sǐndhu wants to slap his own mouth, because he steps back immediately when Nông Plêrng steps in front of him. He wants to say that this is for the other party’s safety, but it is too much to say. If the small person knows how evil he thinks, he would be afraid for nothing.
“Does not then does not.” The small body is silent for a bit, before sending a smile so cute that he almost faints.
Nông Plêrng is really a cute person. So cute that as Âi Mix [Mik] said... he does not care whether his nong is male or female.
“But Phîi Sǐndhu has finished studying, right?”
“Khrap.”
“And you have no other business, right?”
“Uh, yes, Khrap.”
“Then Plêrng will go up to the room with Phîi.”
The listener exclaims loudly in shock, looking at the person who invites him to go up to the room, wide-eyed. In his heart, he accidentally thinks like the time he was invited to sleep together, but that time he suddenly realized that it meant just sharing the bed, and this time it probably is not in a deep meaning, so his brain runs fast.
Luckily, the small person continues.
“It means that Plêrng can go up to get the things that he forgot to take back, right, Khrap?”
“Ohhh.”
Sǐndhu is so relieved that he does not accidentally blurt out what he misunderstood, while nodding in acceptance, smiling at him, even though he thinks of the things the other party forgot... condom and lubricant.
Last night, he did think about why Nông Plêrng brought them, but when he thought about it, it went below the belt too much, so he stopped thinking about it. Anyway, later Nông Plêrng in his head would be more damaged.
The thought of the person who walks leading into the elevator, opening his hand for the other party to press the floor number, because it seems the small person likes to squeeze and stand close to the button panel very much. When the other party does not notice, the tall body secretly sighs in relief, because it seems he can control himself more than at noon.
At least the thing that should be asleep is still asleep like that.
It does not take long, Sǐndhu unlocks the door, steps leading into the room.
“Nông Plêrng, wait a moment, Khrap. Soon I will get it for you...”
Thud
Suddenly, a small embrace wraps around his waist until the young man’s body stiffens. What he is saying swallows in his throat. He does not dare even to turn to look at the person hugging. The more the sweet fragrant body presses close, the more he feels something hard at the base of his thigh. No, probably Nông’s belt.
“Phîi Sǐndhu.”
“Yes..., Khrap..."
In, out, breathe in collapse, breathe out wither. Calm down, Âi Sǐndhu, calm down. Once again, he must rely on dharma to help, because now his other head is thinking only... Do it.
“Phîi Sǐndhu misunderstands me, you know?” Plêrng insists.
“Misunderstand?”
Still, the listener still does not dare to turn to look, because just calming his own heart is already very difficult.
“Yes, Khrap. I do not know what Phîi thinks I'm like, but when I invited Phîi to have something together, it is not because of kindness or anything. I myself just... want it.” At the end of the sentence, the other party says with an arousing voice. It is thrilling, it is trembling, it makes the man who has very little experience like Nai Sǐndhu almost have a heart attack.
“Here, Phîi Sǐndhu feels it, right? That which is against Phîi.”
Uh, isn't that really the belt buckle?
“Phîi Sǐndhu, we have been together before, so therefore...”
Nibble.
Gasp!
Sǐndhu startles with a gasp, because suddenly, Nông Plêrng tiptoes up and nibbles his neck lightly, until heat runs throughout his body. The desires gather in his belly like a giant wave ready to destroy everything. His two hands that hang at his sides clench tightly, because...
“Ná, Khrap.”
A clear voice that whispers seductively close to the back of his neck.
Suddenly, Sǐndhu used his minimal self-control to grab both of his wrists, turned around, and went back to the person who had no idea what was about to happen—Actually, he (man) knew, Ná!. Then he pushed with force, causing the little-one to retreat until his back was against the door. His shining eyes fixed on the flushed, tempting face, an expression so excessively provocative it was infuriating.
Do it. Go ahead. You have nothing to lose.
A small voice whispered by his ear.
Lose nothing, my ass, Wá! You (meung) are not a bad person, you (âi) Sǐndhu!
But another voice was louder, more intense, like good morality slapping him back to his senses with full force, making his strong voice deeper and more severe.
“Nông Plêrng should not do this, Ná.”
“Why not, Phîi Sǐndhu? Things like this are normal, Ná.”
Good-grief, why is his face so damn provocative, Wá!
Sǐndhu wasn't looking at how the other party was provoking him; it was his own unwholesome mind that thought to itself that the deeply flushed face, the dewy eyes, and this small body that could be sent flying with just a little force were all excessively provocative, until he had to speak with an extremely stern, fierce, and dead serious tone....
“No, Khrap. Things like this should be done with someone you (thoe) are in a romantic relationship with.”
Yes, even though he had once been drunk and pinned the other person down, Sǐndhu still wholeheartedly believed this. Things like this should be done with someone we (rao) love, someone who is our (rao) romantic partner, someone we (rao) have good feelings for.
“Nông Plêrng knows, right, Khrap, that Phîi is pent-up, which is why I offered to help? But it's fine, Khrap. I can handle it myself. I can do it. And I don't want Nông Plêrng to have to sacrifice yourself (thoe) for it either. Nông Plêrng should do things like this with someone who is your (thoe) romantic partner, Ná.”
And I hope that one day I can be that person.
Yes, one day that is not....
“Then Phîi Sǐndhu, come be my romantic partner, Sì!”
Today!
The listener was utterly stunned, gaping, as the little-one declared loudly, his voice echoing through the room and... resonating in his heart.
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