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Práo Plêrng was asking himself just how many people have a romantic partner and then get dumped by that partner, all within just a single week. The answer was so disheartening it left him with no energy to do anything, because it was entirely possible he would be an extremely rare case of getting a partner and being dumped with only... five days between them.
“You psycho! Just who do you think you are, dumping me (Kuu), you psycho, you dim-wit!”
Plêrng wasn't normally the type to throw tantrums, but right now his emotions were truly unstable. Thus, a pillow was thrown against the wall, a plushie fell by the bed, a blanket was tangled up at his feet, and his hair was a mess, his breathing was panting, all trace of his cute image utterly gone.
Anyone would go crazy and throw a fit!
He was asking himself why he was dumped.
Too horny? Too excitable? Too wanting, too eager?
“Ugh, if I (Kuu) were dumped for those reasons, I (Kuu) wouldn't argue at all, seriously!” The young man admitted he was a rhino, stating outright that his hobby was checking out guys' butts. So, if the virtuous, upstanding Phîi Sǐndhu didn't like someone like him, it wouldn't be peculiar. But the point was...
It wasn't that. He was dumped for a reason too despicable to bear.
"Nông Plêrng is a kind person. Nông Plêrng is a cute person. Nông Plêrng was hurt by Phîi."
“Argh, you psycho! I'm (Kuu) not good at all! I'm (Kuu) the one who felt you up! And I (Kuu) wasn't hurt! I (Kuu) just like your sadism, you Sǐndhu, Phîi Sǐndhu!”
He genuinely wanted to call and tell the person upstairs, but when he came to his senses and called, all he got was a beep-beep-beep busy signal. And going to find him in person now, he wasn't in the mood.
In the end, all he could do was sit here and sulk.
Oh, and if he were to call and vent to his two friends... in his dreams!
Why would he call and tell them he got dumped? So embarrassing it's to die.
Práo Plêrng, the man who was usually the one doing the choosing, was the one who got dumped. Moreover, the dumper was a man with an old-fashioned name and bland personality like Phîi Sǐndhu. Oy, you didn't need to be a fortune teller to see that Âi Andrea was rolling on the floor as if he'd taken drugs, to see that Âi Phént was bloody fucking stifling his laughter until his face turned red and black, laughing sputteringly saying... "Go find a new one, man."
Crazy. I (Kuu) want this one.
Gasp.
The thought made even Plêrng startle, so he corrected himself again.
Crazy! I (Kuu) want that thing of this one!
Thinking that, his two free hands grabbed the nearest object again and came into contact with... a vase.
Flowers.
Snatch
Plêrng turned to look immediately and found it was the vase he'd used to hold the bouquet of lilies that had started to wilt a bit. He furrowed his brows together and put it down, because even in his distraught state he knew cleaning up a shattered vase was no joke.
Then he stared at it blankly.
He needed a moment to collect himself.
So, sulking in the hotel really didn't get through to the big guy at all. Phîi Sǐndhu thought he had been assaulted, which was wrong. He was the one who sneakily groped the big guy. Phîi Sǐndhu thought he had forced him, which was wrong again, because this was more than willing. Phîi Sǐndhu thought he was an evil demon who stole his virtue; he really wanted to say there hadn't been any left since he was sixteen. And Plêrng also wanted to say...
"I (Kuu) like evil demons like you (meung)!"
The little one concluded to himself, then lifted his head, sweeping his messy hair back. His eyes glinted terrifyingly as he declared loudly.
"I won't let it end like this!"
He had invested so much effort just to awaken the wild beast inside Phîi Sǐndhu, and he hadn't even seen its tail yet. How could he let it return to the wild? Therefore, Âi Plêrng would definitely not let it end just like this.
"Plêrng should be the one to dump Phîi! Phîi has no right to dump Plêrng!"
If his two close friends heard him now, they'd probably laugh out loud, because it seemed Práo Plêrng himself didn't know what he was saying. It sounded somewhat like saying... Plêrng won't break up with Phîi.
It looked like the love-of-singleness wouldn't agree to return to being single.
After organizing his thoughts, Plêrng didn't hesitate to go knock on the big guy's door. But only silence answered. If he were to yell...
Calling out like a crazy person, he feared causing problems with the neighbors. But if he were to stand and wait like a dim-wit, Plêrng couldn't handle that either.
What the little one did was go knock on the door every hour. But... silence.
"Okay, you want to play it like this, is that it?"
Plêrng looked at the door with malice. He didn't know if he was even in the room or not, but just you wait.
Realizing that waiting in front of the room likely wouldn't yield the desired results, he changed his plan to sending a message via Line instead. The problem was Phîi Sǐndhu wasn't reading them, which was frustrating. As for calling, don't even ask; last time he couldn't get through, this time it was the same.
What the young man did next was lie in wait in the morning.
He went to the trouble of waking up at the crack of dawn to get dressed and wait in front of the room. He wasted hours until irritation took over. When he finally gave up and looked down at the parking lot, he found the car was gone!
What time did Phîi Sǐndhu leave the room?
Seeing that ambushing him before class was ineffective, Plêrng hesitated greatly over whether he should ambush him in front of the faculty.
The previous times he went to wait for him were because he hadn't thought anything through. Not that he was thinking now, but in his position as a romantic partner (who didn't know if he was just an ex or not), waiting in front of the building to see the other party felt somehow like a pestering person. And how would others see it... Oh, right. This is Nông Plêrng, the one Âi Sǐndhu was pursuing. But it seems now Âi Sǐndhu isn't paying attention to his Nông anymore. His Nông has become the pestering, shameless one.
Ugh, just thinking about it made him not dare to show his face.
Or would it be better to just ignore him?
"No way!"
Plêrng didn't know why he was so hung up on this, but he reiterated to himself that he had never missed out on a guy he had put this much effort into courting before. Therefore, he had to see it through to the end.
***
"Oh, Nông Plêrng, what are you doing here?"
The person who said he wouldn't ambush the faculty ended up doing just that. And of all people to run into...
He ran into this one....
"Phîi Drew."
He had no idea how the Thai-Russian mixed-race guy ended up here, so he quickly flashed a smile at him, but couldn't help glancing down out of the corner of his eye. He couldn't stop his eyes from lighting up.
Still big and unchanged, huh.
"Yes, Khrap. So, what are you doing here at Law?"
But the moment the other asked this, Plêrng immediately lost interest in the owner of the premium import goods. He looked up to meet the pair of sharp eyes, hesitating whether he should ask, because part of him didn't want the other to know he'd gone and had a relationship with his Phîi's friend, this person, too. But while his brain was hesitating... afraid he'd miss his chance...
"Has Phîi seen Phîi Sǐndhu, Khrap?"
His heart ordered his mouth to blurt it out like that.
"Sǐndhu? That Âi Sǐndhu, huh?"
There's only one Sǐndhu, right, Phîi? It's probably not some Ocean Jewel, Suksakorn.
Although he thought this with mild irritation, he didn't say it out loud. He just kept the same smile, looking at the person who was visibly surprised, but who laughed a moment later as if remembering something.
"Ah, I was wondering how someone like Âi Sǐndhu got to know Nông Plêrng. I forgot I was the one who asked Âi Sǐndhu to take Nông Plêrng home last time."
So you really don't care about me (Kuu) at all, huh.
Plêrng secretly pouted, then quickly put on a wide smile as the sharp eyes watched him.
"I just parted with Âi Sǐndhu a moment ago. He's in the faculty library."
"Thank you, Khrap, Phîi Drew. Then Plêrng will take his leave. Goodbye, Khrap."
After that, Plêrng immediately dashed off in the direction he was told, no longer interested in the premium import-big-goods, because right now his interest was solely on the domestically produced big goods whose whereabouts he had been imagining!
I (Kuu) want Phîi Drew too, but let me (Kuu) go catch Phîi Sǐndhu first!!!!
***
Sǐndhu might have been broken up with twice before, but neither time made him feel as awful as this one.
Inside the faculty of law library, it was utterly silent, with only a few students using the service—unlike during exam periods when it became a battlefield. Therefore, it was a suitable place for a young man to sit and review what had happened over the past several days. He found that since he got drunk that day, it hadn't even been two weeks yet.
Two weeks since he met a certain incredibly cute junior.... someone who could accept his peculiar nature.
Just a few weeks ago, he was still thinking that someone like him shouldn't have love, because whenever he developed feelings and wanted to progress from love to physical touch, everything would inevitably fall apart. Who could accept his peculiar nature of liking violent sex? But just a few days later, he swallowed his own saliva and thought that he wanted to love another man.
Secondary matter. Once Sǐndhu knew that Nông Plêrng didn't hold a grudge against his peculiar nature, hope was born.
It might sound terrible to want to be with someone just because they could accept his tastes, but Sǐndhu liked Nông Plêrng more and more every day. Whether it was his shy demeanor when he smiled sweetly and cutely, or even when he walked up and boldly asked to have something with him, yet concealed a kindness that wanted to help him release... he didn't know, Nông Plêrng was peculiar but cute, charming and attractive.
Sǐndhu knew their natures were quite different, but he found himself liking the other more and more. The person who turned to ask him if he'd eaten breakfast yet and then shared his bread, eating half each… was utterly adorable.
He liked him so much he thought everything could easily turn into love.
But that thought had shattered a few days ago, when he woke up and found he had done wrong again.
Suddenly, the big guy felt fear.
He was afraid Nông Plêrng would look at him with disgusted eyes, afraid the other would be frightened, and afraid... of being dumped.
"We haven't even been together a week, so why am I (Kuu) so scared?"
Sǐndhu couldn't help but recall the two previous ugly breakups. Both ex-partners looked at him with fearful eyes, with uncomfortable expressions, and said his sexual desires were too violent and unacceptable. It gave him the feeling that he was some kind of psychopath, to the point that Sǐndhu himself became afraid of having relationships with anyone.
How did he think it would be smooth sailing this time?
Even though Nông Plêrng said he wasn't angry, there were still those tears, sobbing and crying.
Not to mention the thought of wanting to make Nông Plêrng shed even more tears.
See? Just thinking it made Sǐndhu feel that no one could ever accept him.
Since the young man didn't want that kid to look at him with fearful eyes, pulling out before getting in too deep was the best option. Because if Nông Plêrng broke up with him for the same reasons as his exes, he would be really upset.
The thought made him pick up his mobile phone to look at the screen, where he found the message notification left from last night.
Not just from last night; the other party had been sending him messages for several days now. Several days he didn't dare to face, and he was following through on his vow... to absolutely not get close to Nông Plêrng.
"Sighhh, I'm sorry, Nông."
No matter how much his heart wanted to reply, he probably couldn't.
"If you want to apologize, do it to my face. Otherwise, how would I know?"
Suddenly, Sǐndhu himself gasped in shock when a familiar voice sounded behind him, causing him to turn sharply in surprise. However...
Whoosh
Two hands pressed down on his shoulders, using their agility to climb up and sit straddling his lap. His tall frame hadn't even managed to stand up from the chair yet. The small, fragrant body managed to turn to face him, two hands resting on his shoulders, causing Sǐndhu to widen his eyes.
This position... was damn dangerous.
The owner of the lap swallowed a large gulp. Not only was there no escape, but... it was too close.
With Nông Plêrng sitting straddling his lap, legs spread wide, it made their bodies almost press flush together. His sharp eyes could clearly see the cute face: the large, round eyes narrowed in annoyance, the clear cheeks flushed red, and the beads of sweat framing the face from running here, the lips puffing out heavy, panting breaths. All of it made Sǐndhu unable to sit still.
He..... wanted to reach out and wipe the sweat away.
The feeling that Nông Plêrng was adorably mischievous flashed into his head again.
"Caught Phîi Sǐndhu."
Thud
The moment the cute face sent him a happy smile, Sǐndhu felt... the whole world was so bright.
He, who always had people running away from him, but this time Nông Plêrng came running to find him.
But...
"Nông Plêrng, get up. I told you, don't get close to me."
"No!"
The little one wrinkled his nose, dropped his head onto his shoulder, tilted his neck, and looked up with pleading eyes.
"I won't let go, you egotistical person."
So adorable!
Sǐndhu tried to restrain his hands from moving to hug the other. He turned his face away, his hand pushing his glasses frame up his nose bridge to compose himself. Even though he was breaking out in a cold sweat, looking left and right for an excuse to escape, he had chosen to sit in the most hopeless, dead-end spot inside, and it was his usual spot that only a few friends knew about. So it became a blind spot where people outside couldn't see.
"Get up, it won't be good if others see."
He tried to tell him in a stern voice.
"Phîi Sǐndhu~" But the little one called back in a whining voice, and even rubbed his forehead back and forth on his shoulder again.
"Were you, Phîi, really going to dump me?"
Snap
"I wasn't!"
He had no such thought in his head. He just... separated himself before falling too deep.
"But you, Phîi, blocked my number, didn't reply to my Line, avoided me. Does this mean you (Phîi) were really going to dump me? Even though you, Phîi, were Plêrng's first real romantic partner. How could you, Phîi, do this to me?"
The listener almost pulled the other into a hug to comfort him upon seeing the clear teardrops welling at the corners of his eyes, and the trembling voice that made him sound like a damned villain who could hurt such a cute person.
Moreover... first romantic partner.
"Me?" Sǐndhu asked, completely stunned. This cute person had never had a romantic partner? Was that even possible?
"Mhmm, if you don't believe me, you can ask Andrea."
The listener's heart trembled uncontrollably.
No, Âi Sǐndhu, no!
"But I hurt you, Nông Plêrng. I have no face to see you, Nông Plêrng, anymore."
"Then what if I say you didn't hurt me?" Plêrng asks.
Sǐndhu froze, looking into the large, round eyes glistening with tears, which then drooped downward, looking so pitiful.
"What if I say I don't dislike what you, Phîi, did one bit?"
Plêrng's voice grew more intense.
"But I assaulted you, Nông Plêrng," the listener said with a choked-up voice, then continued in a strained tone, "I forced you, Nông Plêrng, to suck my thing, made you, Nông Plêrng, sob and cry, made you, Nông Plêrng, sad. How can I believe that you, Nông Plêrng, can accept what I am? You, Nông Plêrng, have seen it now, that during times like that, I am rather... violent." Sǐndhu said in a pained voice, thinking it was time he should quickly get up and leave.
But with just this tiny junior, why couldn't he push him off?
Snap
But the other seemed to know because he hugged his neck tightly.
"Phîi Sǐndhu, look at me."
The big guy was still turning away, so Plêrng grabbed his cheeks and turned him to make eye contact.
"Phîi Sǐndhu, listen carefully."
The two pairs of eyes met, and Práo Plêrng said it out loud at full volume.
"Plêrng likes Phîi Sǐndhu, Khrap."
This time, the listener was utterly stunned, so shocked he couldn't speak. He could only look at the cute face blossoming into a lovely smile, laughing softly at his shocked expression, but reiterating once more.
"I really like you."
Even after experiencing those things, Nông Plêrng still liked him?
The thoughts of the silent man, who no longer had the strength to get up, could only let the little one press his body closer, snuggle back against his shoulder, bury his lips into the crook of his neck, and speak with a bright voice that made the listener almost not believe his ears.
"Phîi Sǐndhu can rest assured. That stuff you are afraid of, Plêrng doesn't think-deeply about it at all. Plêrng likes it when you, Phîi, force me like that. I like being the submissive one in bed. And sometimes, Phîi Sǐndhu should be able to interpret it by now, that my tears don't mean I'm sad. When they flow on the bed, it means he likes it the most. As for last time, hugging you, Phîi, and crying was because you only did that much, you didn't go all the way... Are you listening, Phîi Sǐndhu?"
The listener blinked several times, then nodded in acknowledgment.
"Listen clearly this time."
"...Khrap."
Nông Plêrng smiled as sweet as honey, then leaned in to whisper by his ear, "I like it when Phîi Sǐndhu does it rough with me... likes it damn much."
The listener's eyes widened instantly. He turned back and.....
Once again, Nai Sǐndhu was so shocked his eyes widened, because the cute lips touched down on his mouth, pressing together so tightly it was snug. The person who had a rule of three months for holding hands, six months for kissing, but now got kissed as early as the second week, was at a loss for what to do. He could only let the junior give him a kiss like that. A soft tongue licked his lips until his body trembled.
After that, Nông Plêrng pulled away, licking his own lips, making it look... bloody fucking sexy. "No matter what Phîi Sǐndhu does to me, I can accept it all.... Okay?"
Sǐndhu couldn't believe he was hearing this, and asked softly.
"You, Nông Plêrng, aren't afraid of me?"
"Siu, I told you already, I like it."
Snap
Sǐndhu immediately raised his hands to encircle the small back, hugging him tightly until their bodies had almost no gap, burying his face into the soft hair. Then his lips turned up into a wide smile, revealing a handsome, sharp-featured face that became even more handsome. His eyes were both happy and relieved, and also rather tender.
"Thank you."
"If you want to thank me, then promise not to run away from me again."
"I won't run anymore. I'm sorry."
"Do you know how many days I waited in front of your room?" Plêrng continued.
"I'm sorry, Khrap."
"And do you know how many times I called you, Phîi? Do you know how heart-wrenching it is to have your number blocked?"
"I'm sorry."
"Line is the same. From now on, if I Line you, you have to reply. If you don't, I'll be angry."
"I'm really sorry."
No matter what Nông Plêrng said, Sǐndhu was ready to take responsibility for everything. Even...
"And if you, Phîi, want to throw Plêrng down on the bed, just do it. I won't mind."
"I'm sorr.... Hah!" Sǐndhu, who was feeling guilty, immediately looked up, pulling back a bit to look at the face that clearly showed seriousness, with no trace of joking. The confirmation made the man who had been dumped for this sort of thing before feel relieved.
"I already said I can accept it." Plêrng reiterated.
From shock to relief, from relief to affection, from affection to tenderness. The pair of sharp eyes looked at the cute face that was speaking so confidently, and what else could he do but reach out to gently stroke his cheek.
Snap
"Phîi Sǐndhu~"
Again. Nông Plêrng called him with such a cute voice it made his heart tremble again. He also took his hand to hold it, rubbing his cheek against it gently.
"So, we're still romantic partners, right?"
"If you, Nông Plêrng, still want to be," the tall figure replied with worry, because what he did might have made the other change his mind. But seeing the junior smile contentedly let him know he didn't need to be afraid.
"And you, Phîi, didn't dump Plêrng, right?" the other continued.
"I never once thought of dumping you, Nông Plêrng."
Seeing the little one smile widely, satisfied with the answer, Sǐndhu wondered why he had said he wouldn't see the other again, when this smile made him feel so at ease, when Nông Plêrng could accept what he was. He couldn't quite make out what the small figure mumbled out in a soft voice.
"See? I (Kuu) told you I (Kuu) didn't get dumped."
"Hmph."
"No, no, Khrap. So, let's just say Phîi Sǐndhu mustn't do what you did last time again, okayyyy?" Faced with such whining, how could Sǐndhu possibly resist? He could only nod in agreement, because if Nông Plêrng wasn't afraid of him, he himself had no reason to distance himself for the other's safety.
"Got you."
"What was that, Khrap?"
"I said Plêrng caught Phîi Sǐndhu, that's what." Then the person on his lap lunged in to hug him tightly, refusing to let go, making the big guy's heart swell. He could only hug back tenderly, reinforcing his belief that this liking could eventually turn into love.
But Sǐndhu couldn't see the expression on the cute person who was snuggling against his shoulder.... a smug, satisfied smile, of course.
Práo Plêrng glanced sideways at the owner of the embrace, laughing in his throat.
Heh heh, don't hope to escape me (Kuu)! Not when I (Kuu) haven't yet gotten to use this thing I'm sitting on!
Plêrng confirmed once more that... he liked Phîi Sǐndhu.
Yes, he liked Phîi Sǐndhu's weapon, of course.
The little one who had never chased after anyone still insisted to himself that this was just fear of losing face by being dumped first, just following his heart's and body's desires, and had nothing to do with matters of the heart at all.
Believe me, he really, truly wasn't distraught about being dumped.
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