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Perspective Chôoe-Tǎem
The last thing I see before falling asleep is Doraemon with a short tail (?) dancing deeply while spinning a drill around me. A loud bizarre sound, similar to the sound of a massaging machine, echoes in my head, making my heart beat rapidly. But that is not the almost crazy excited feeling of seeing a marvel created by humans, but rather the extreme fear of seeing the grotesque side of a person, making my consciousness flicker out, wanting to bang my head against the wall to death.
"Ugh."
So I pray with all my heart that Doraemon is just a dream, that the sound is just the sound of mosquitoes fighting. Therefore, when I slowly open my eyes, I hope that I am lying in my own clean, tidy dormitory, not...
“The ceiling is unfamiliar at all.”
What floats prominently above my sight is the cream-white room ceiling with every corner adorned with beautiful carved stucco patterns, until I think I must be in a dream, and the corners of my lips curl up into a faint, very faint smile.
Ah, I suppose I am dreaming of the old house when I lived with Phôo. Then I should sleep more.
“Are you awake?”
Gasp!
Suddenly, I startle violently, jolting my eyes open when someone's voice interrupts the serene silence. I can only snap turn to look at the source of the sound, and then see... a living devil!
“How can you, Khun, be here!?!"
The large-built man who is sitting leaning against the head of the bed turns to look at me with his usual calm expression and answers...
“Well, this is my house.”
Snap
Oh, all sacred beings, help this elephant junior! I am in a den of demons!
As he (man) answers in a calm tone, I snap turn to look around, and find that I am still in the messy room where large piles of clothes are stuffed in a large fabric basket. But when I look around, I encounter... a pillow, blankets, a bolster, a comforter, and... this bed that I (kuu) am lying on.
“Ho... how did I come to sleep here!"
His bed!!! Since this is not my room, no matter how dim-witted I am, I know that this bed I am lying on...
“Suddenly, you (thooe) fainted, so I (chǎn) gave you initial first aid. Are you really that afraid of this thing?”
Thud
Gasp!!!
“Don't bring it near me (kuu)!!!"
Âi'Khun Khǎi answering the question is not enough; he (man) turns to grab something placed beside the pillow and holds it up for me to see... a vibrating Doraemon!
If I (kuu) don't scream now, when will I (kuu) scream?
From lying weakly as if I just battled a demon, I spring up with a startle, both legs kicking the mattress to push myself as close as possible to the headboard on the other side, to get as far away as possible. My eyes only see the glossy black sausage that even though it has now stopped vibrating, its scariness does not diminish at all. My eyes feel burning hot, plus they are trembling slightly. I never forget that just a moment ago, that thing... pressed against my target.
“Okay, if you are afraid, I (chǎn) will take it to store in the study.”
Today is a bit better because this doctor agrees to understand easily, because I see him walk away to place both the whip, the ball gag, and the large thing into a box, as if saying he will take them to the study that I swear I will never set foot in absolutely!
But... he (man) walks back to stand beside the bed again, and bends down...
“Aren't you cold?”
Cold... what the fuck.
I am confused, of course. Even though I am a person who is easily cold, because today I am wearing a long-sleeved student shirt, there is no way I could be cold. Not to mention the long pants that cover my body completely. So, when he (man) remarks, I am confused. But when he (man) bends down, I follow his gaze, and then...
“Hey!!!"
My nipple is erect like a kidney, Âi'Thǎem!!!
Thud
I here grab the comforter to cover up to my chest, no different from a Thai drama heroine when she loses her virginity for the first time!
What is happening? What is happening here!!!
The thought makes me burrow under the comforter, which, even though it is dark, now it is clear: this body feels that there is nothing blocking between me and the blanket! Not to mention the nipples that are erect because of the air conditioner in the room, they are completely naked on top. As for below... only a pair of stretched-out, old panties (but clean, Wá!) remain.
What I see that makes... gasp again.
I (kuu) am not a crybaby, but since my life encountered this shit-lizard, how many times have I (kuu) cried!
I think and tremble at the same time, both hands hugging the comforter tightly. In my heart, I think it is over, everything is finished. The valuable chastity that even if offered how much money, I never thought to sell, it is all gone because of this insane villain-faced person. Until softly sobbing in my throat, the moment of mental breakdown arrives.
“Hic, Hooo, Hic, Why... do this to Thǎem? How... Hic... how can you do this to Thǎem... ”
"Hmm”
I hear Âi'Khun Khǎi making a surprised sound, and that makes me cry even more... even though I am sitting covered like this.
“Why... why do this... heartless, heartless... you, Khun, are... a... heartless-person... devil... Hic... ”
“What did I do to you?”
Don't play dumb, Wôoi! This is my first time!!!
“I will tell Mâe... will tell that I was... raped... Hic... Hoo Waaah”
Thud...
“Come out and talk.”
“No! I won't talk. You are despicable, despicable-person! How can you do this to Thǎem? You are a heartless-person!!!”
I feel that he is trying to pull the comforter away, but I myself resist with all my might, hugging myself into a ball, using the comforter as a shield again. Meanwhile, the owner of the room pulls the edge of the fabric strongly, until I myself resist back, insisting on crying like this, cursing him, and this time I will really tell Mâe.
“Hey, Chôoe-Tǎem, stop pulling.”
Don't call my name!
Thump
“Ouch! Le... let go. Go away! Go out!!!"
I do not see how he yanks me, because I only know that something heavy comes to press on my body. That's it, I wriggle wildly like a worm scalded by hot water, both arms and legs trying to kick the insane person who is pressing on me away. Thinking that I definitely got it, the first time just passed (?), do I have to get it again, Wá?
Therefore... Âi'Thǎem fights to the death!!!
Thud
“Stay still, Sì!”
“Let go! Get your leg away. Take it away. Don't touch me... " Suddenly, the owner of the room gathers me up, until I become even more like a penguin in a large comforter. But that is not enough, how does he brace his leg? His knee ends up... wedged between my thighs!
“Be still and listen to me first.”
Squirm, squirm
Hooo, his knee is rubbing against my baby, Waaah! No more, I don't want this house anymore!!!
I feel a thrilling sensation in my little Thǎem, when the person who tells me to be still does not stay still himself. He intentionally uses his knee to rub and grind against my crotch forcefully, until I myself try to kick to escape with all my might, but I cannot. I am already close to the headboard, and his knee rubs even more against my crotch, until my senses are scattered.
“No... no more... no more... "
“I told you to listen!!!"
Thud
I do not become still because I obey his command, but I become still because this yelling voice is so scary that I cannot do anything!
Whoosh...
Suddenly, the darkness disappears, replaced by brightness, making me turn my tear-streaked face to look at the owner of the room. Then I find that he is hugging me with his whole body, one hand pulling the comforter away, one leg still braced right at my crotch, while the other leg presses my leg down. But what makes me hug my chest even tighter, bite my lip, body trembling, tears falling profusely down my cheeks, is probably because... it is scarily close.
The person who is grappling with me has his face just a bit away from mine.
Gulp
The closeness that makes me... release tears falling profusely.
Tears that Khun Khǎi also narrows his eyes at, but then he stretches his hand out intending to touch.
Swoosh... Of course, I tilt my face to avoid it, when I hear the deep voice ask.
“When did I go rape you?”
Don't play dumb, Wôoi! I was naked!
“Ju... just now... just... Hic... despicable, doing something... not admitting... ” Large teardrops flow past my cheeks, falling down to the tip of my chin. My mouth trembles slightly while my body trembles even more, both disappointed and sad, which makes the owner of the house tilt his head a little, before lowering his scary gaze to look at my bare shoulder.
Mâe, he is staring, going to eat Nông Thǎem again!
I want to shift my body to escape, but I cannot. Now my brain is completely blank, thinking that I am definitely done for, until he asks...
“Does your house teach that undressing means rape?”
“N... no, but you... made me naked... made me!”
If you didn't do it, how could I be left with only panties!
“Chôoe-Tǎem, listen to me.”
Thud
Even though I am crying, even though I am having a mental breakdown, I can feel it... a tone as if pleading for me to listen.
No, no, no! Âi'Khun Khǎi, this dictator, would do that? No way, don't listen to him!
“I... won't listen, I won't listen anymore. No... ”
“Chôoe-Tǎem.”
Go on, why do you have to call with such a pleading tone? I should be the one begging you to let me go.
I still shake my head violently, eyes tightly closed, saying I will not listen to anything from this person's mouth anymore. If I get out of this room, I will never return to see his face absolutely. And that makes...
Tap
Warm fingertips touch down beside my temple and wipe it very gently, until I startle violently.
“What did I do besides take off your shirt and pants? You fainted.”
“That's right! I fainted, and what did you do to a person who fainted!!!” This time, I turn to yell with tears, trying to push away the strange feeling in my heart. And that makes Âi'Khun Khǎi... smirk.
The person who continues explaining until I want to cry in his bloody fucking face.
“What did I do besides unbutton your shirt for you, take off your belt, and then take off your pants, after that carry you to lie on the bed? And you seemed to be a person who is easily cold, because you hugged me big time, so I... ”
Hic
No more, whether I was cold or not, you shouldn't have done this to me.
I don't want to listen anymore. I don't want to know what he did to me, in what position he stabbed or pierced me, why he interfered with my unconscious body. I don't want to listen, want to forget it all, don't want to know anything at all. Enough...
“... covered you with a blanket. That's all.”
Hah!!!
I, who am lamenting and preparing to burst out sobbing, choke up abruptly. Every imagination stops thud, as if a tape player has a problem. My eyes become twice as wide, and I snap turn to meet those sharp eyes, which nod in confirmation again, emphasizing the truth that almost makes me die for real.
“I saw that you fainted, and both your shirt and pants looked uncomfortable, so I took them off for you. That's all there is to it.”
So embarrassed, I want to die of shame.
However, the owner of the house does not stop there, as if explaining once, he wants to go all the way, because the deep voice continues to speak to my face.
“But it is true that your figure is good, your skin is beautiful, your skin is white, so your nipples are pink and sweet. When I took your shirt off, they were erect. When I finished taking your pants off, they became even harder like kidneys. I myself admit that I felt aroused, but I... "
Thud
“Enough! I won't listen anymore!!!"
The moment he explains that it was just first aid, I am already gaping. But the moment he describes my skin, including my nipples, I here get redder in the face, my mouth opens wider without fear of anything flying in, and when he is about to continue saying what he did to me, I shout out loudly, raising both hands to cover his mouth tightly.
“Nông Thǎem won't listen anymore!!!”
No, I won't listen anymore. The wicked thought that I thought I lost my virginity, I won't listen anymore. Frankly speaking... it's embarrassing!
“Then you understand now, right?”
Nod nod
The clearest in my life.
If before my eyes were hot, my face was hot from sadness and disappointment, now the heat gathering on my cheeks probably means the embarrassment that has increased several hundred times more. I have never felt so much like dying as I do this time, because all that he said is telling me... I thought it up myself!!
This time, the tears turn off the tap, and I become even more stunned, when he asks in a softer voice.
“Then... can I wipe your tears for you?
I blink rapidly, looking up into those sharp eyes that I once said were cold and emotionless, while Khun Khǎi pulls my hand from his mouth. And I don't know why, suddenly, I feel even hotter in the face, even the palm holding my hand is burning hot all over, my heart beats rapidly against the person who is asking... if he can wipe my tears for me.
When he will wipe my tears, why am I excited now?
We look into each other's eyes, and it is me who hurriedly avoids eye contact, mumbling softly.
“The... then where are Thǎem's clothes?” I change the subject immediately, and that makes the person waiting to wipe tears just sigh.
“I hung them up for you in the bathroom.”
Then I bolt!
“Th... then, please get up a bit.” I ask him in a trembling voice, and surprisingly, the owner of the room agrees to get up from me. But amid the relief, why do I feel regretful? ... Regretful of the warmth of the embrace that once wrapped around my waist before.
However, when understanding comes, wisdom arises. Therefore, my two hands gather the comforter, then prepare to run to the bathroom. But...
“Hey!!!” This time, I almost fall off the bed, because who would think the comforter is this heavy, Wá!
“Huff, go, Wá, go! How can you be this heavy!” The comforter in this room is like those large hotel comforters; I don't know how many layers are piled on, I only know that I exert effort until my face is bright red, but it is still stuck too well to the edge of the bed. My condition is no different from tugging and pulling with a large fabric.
“Heh” The demeanor of someone who lets out a laughing sound, until I have to turn to look at him seriously, and encounter...
“Shall I carry you there?”
It's not that I want to be carried or anything like that, but the reason I fall silent is because of the deep smile on the sharp face that is neither a raised smile nor a scary smirk nor pitiful, but rather a smile... amused until it seems fond.
The person who still chuckles in his throat, and that makes the cold eyes look somewhat human and emotional.
Strangely, a smile like this makes me... tremble.
Thump thump It trembles even more than when I thought I was assaulted, plus my face still feels hot. I feel for the first time that this man is really very handsome, not handsome in a villainous way. Moreover, he is sending a smile to me like this, calling with a softer voice that seems fond like this.
“Chôoe-Tǎem, what is wrong with you? Suddenly, you are silent.” And that makes me feel that I cannot stay here any longer!
Whoosh
We are both men, why be shy, Wá!
Therefore, I shake off the comforter, rush into the bathroom, feeling that being with a person who smiles like a normal person is even more dangerous than the robber who steals hearts at first. So, to bloody fucking hell with the fabric; having only a pair of panties is enough. It would be better to stay as far away from this guy as possible.
Slam!
Even after running into the bathroom, that makes me lean my back against the bathroom door, panting for breath. Not because I am tired from this running distance, but because...
Thud
“Heart, beat a bit lighter, Wá. Don't believe the smile of Satan, you (meung).”
I raise a hand to clutch my chest, not wanting to believe that a single smile from that handsome villain's face makes me...
“My face is so red, Wá."
The reflection in the mirror is a person with a bright red face. Even though the cheeks are still wet with clear fluid, the eyes still glistening, it cannot hide at all how hot my face is, which tells that... how much my heart is trembling equally.
Pat pat
“No, no, no! Âi'Thǎem, it's just you thinking it up, it's just you thinking it up!!!" I slap my cheeks with both hands, trying to tell myself, trying to calm my heart down. But that smile is ingrained in my heart until it is really difficult to remove it. In my head, I only hear the deep voice that asked to wipe my tears for me, the person who raised an amused smile when I couldn't pull up the comforter, the person who just called my full name for the first time... Chôoe-Tǎem.
Is this really the same person?
I can only ask myself if the man who raised a fond smile and this sharp-faced handsome guy are really the same person!
The owner of the room who ordered dim sum from some Chinese restaurant for dinner, until now on the dining table there are both large steamed buns, shrimp dumplings with floating steam, ha gow with thin white skin that shows the red shrimp inside, not to mention the fried taro that looks crispy and crunchy with rich inside, spare ribs with firm meat, and Chinese herbal stewed goose feet that no matter how you look at it, it must be expensive.
The person who ordered says simply.
“Come eat before it gets cold.”
“I won't eat. It looks expensive.”
The debt for the TV payment is not yet repaid; how can I eat his things? But he answers the question that makes me want to throw away the good feelings from before.
“But for me, it is not expensive.”
Yeah, Âi'Rich, Âi'Despicable, Âi'Man-without-common-sense!
“Eat so you will have strength. Consider it as an apology for undressing you.”
“aaa!!!” I let out a loud cry. No, it's not a thrill or anything, but I cry involuntarily, raise my hand to stop him, even though my face is starting to feel hot, begging him softly.
“Ple... please don't talk about this anymore. I beg you.”
Now, mentioning undressing, I don't think about when I fainted and misunderstood, but because of the expression and demeanor of the other party that is warm until it is strange, that makes my heart beat thump thump as if suddenly having heart disease. Therefore, if possible, I don't want to talk about this anymore, while I myself slowly lower myself to sit on the chair.
One steamed bun might be okay.
“Khun Khǎi, I have a request.”
The owner of the room looks up at me, until I have to take a deep breath.
“Can you promise me that you will not let me see that Âi... uh, that toy again? And you will not... uh... ” I stop to think for a moment, because I don't know if it is being self-centered to think that he wants me until my body trembles. But whatever, embarrassed that I imagined it myself, I choose the latter for safety. So I mumble on...
“Not... assault me.”
“Then why would I assault you?”
I really want to throw a steamed bun at his face.
Since he speaks with a demeanor as if he would never think short to bother with me, but the fact that he stuffs money at me sometimes, provides a car for me to use, shows full-fledged rich man spoiling a little-girl, makes me distrustful, until I have to try to put on a stern face, say in a stronger voice.
“Promise that you will not assault me.”
Khun Khǎi is silent for a moment, staring at me motionlessly, before he shakes his head slowly, acting as if he is very weary of me, even though he himself is the one who acts suspiciously. Think about it: first time in this room, he grabbed my target. Second time, he brought a toy to press against my butt. Like this, how can I not seek self-protection measures!
“I admit that you are an attractive youth, your figure is good, your skin is more beautiful than ordinary young men, especially today seeing almost all of your skin, I must admit that you could easily make anyone fall for your charm. I myself am captivated by your shoulders, your arms, your waist, not including... ”
“Khuuun” Who would be insane to wait for him to finish describing me? This time, I brake so hard my head almost hits the table, both hands pushing on the dining table, crying out loudly, even though my face is burning hot. See? He looks at me with truly thirsting eyes. So, me asking him to promise is the right thought!
The demeanor that he then raises a corner of his mouth and says simply.
“But I am not so lacking that I would assault a resisting youth.”
I believe it; I believe it all! I want to argue, but I emphasize first.
“You promised, right?” No matter what, I must hear the word promise, until I stare at him motionlessly. But I feel that I thought wrong, because in those sharp eyes, what is it? It seems not always motionless as I thought, but flickering slightly, and I cannot help thinking that Âi'Khun Khǎi is... happy.
“Willing to look into my eyes now?”
“No.”
I avoid eye contact immediately, feeling my cheeks hot in an indescribable way.
“Say the promise.”
... Okay.” He is silent for a moment, then answers slowly, until I almost smile out, if not because...
“But if you feel aroused, that is another matter.”
“No way! There is no way I will feel aroused with you!!!" Even though it has happened before, I deny it head against the wall, because it was the porn playing in the middle of the living room. So, it is definitely not because of Khun Khǎi, until I emphasize firmly, making the listener nod slightly and say simply.
“If you say so, then you can sit and eat now.”
Since he agrees, I slowly lower myself to sit, still not very trusting, but Khun Khǎi sits eating quietly. Even when he picks up a perfectly round cream-filled steamed bun to hold, those sharp eyes glance over to look at me who is nibbling the pork-filled steamed bun bite by bite, until I have to turn to look at him suspiciously.
“They look alike, don't they?”
“Khráp?” I make a wary sound, looking at the other party who looks down at the steamed bun in his hand alternating with my face many times. After that, he says with a serious tone as if it is a big matter.
“At first, I thought it was nicely round, but when comparing for real,” the speaker places two cream-filled steamed buns side by side, then turns to look at my face.
“It looks like you.”
Hah? Is my face round like a steamed bun? Not true, Âi'Ker once teased that I have a V-shaped face.
The suspicion that receives an answer by the owner of the room glancing downward, as if looking through the table, before saying with a flat tone, different from the expression that... raises a smile.
Malicious.
“It looks like your butt, that's what.”
This time, I here gape, still no sound escaping from my lips. This opens the opportunity for the person raising the suspicion to spit out what is on his mind in verses.
“At first, I didn't think about it, but when I grabbed it, I thought it was nicely round. Then when I took your clothes off, I got to see it clearly once. And when you ran to the bathroom and it jiggled... it really resembles this one.”
I cannot speak. I cannot do anything. I only look at the two steamed buns, and I...
Gulp!
“I am leaving! Tomorrow I won't come. I will come on Wednesday. Goodbye, I am going!” I stuff the steamed bun into my mouth, chew, swallow, raise my hand to wai according to manners once, then rush to grab my things and leave the room. Who would want to stay with a psycho who stares at people's butts?
Thud
However, after coming out, I cannot help but grab my own butt with both hands. I never noticed before that it is round. And damn it, it is really round! But above all else, “Give back my heart-throbbing feeling, you psycho!!!”
First time, encountered a sausage poking my stomach. Second time, encountered a vibrating sausage. Then for the third time, the fourth time, what kind of sausage will I encounter again? If I encounter a sausage made fresh from the machine, just thinking about it makes my butt tingle!
“Should I go borrow from Âi'Ker to pay the debt first, Wá!”
Now I must think of a way to earn money to pay the debt as quickly as possible and stay away from this house as fast as possible.
But I... do not know that real misfortune is about to visit.
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