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LSKY Chapter 23: Don't Share Me With Anyone

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“Let me go, let me go, you shit-lizard mob, let me go!!!”

“This youth is this strong! Shit-lizard!”

At a time when most people were entering slumber, Sky was struggling desperately to break free from the embraces and pulls of two men who had brought him into the bedroom with extreme fear. His two arms swung punches wildly until Phet cursed loudly. His two legs tried to kick as much as his strength would allow, while fear surged in his heart. His eyes saw the terrible past return again.

“Let me go, let me go right now!!!”

The calmness he had used as a protective shield shattered completely, leaving only fear that made Sky still struggle to find a way to escape.

Thwack!

Suddenly, a heavy fist slammed into his stomach, causing the person who never had problems with anyone and insisted he did not like fighting to double over in pain. His eyes widened, hurting so much he could not cry it out. The person who struck was not the irritated Phet, but Gun... the man he once thought loved him.

The person who struck without mercy, his eyes showing satisfaction, licked his lips as if this young man was the most delicious prey.

Crash!

Finally, Sky was thrown onto the large bed, but the young man had not yet lost his fight.

Slap!

“Ouch!”

As soon as the slender body pushed itself up, scrambling to get off the bed, Gun grabbed his collar and slapped his clear cheek with full force, causing his entire body to fall back onto the bed again. Then the young man climbed on top of him, turning Sky, who was aching all over, onto his back, grabbing his chin to force it up, staring at his face with a satisfied gaze.

“Since when were you this fierce?”

“Damned-animal! But you look pleased, Âi Gun. Ouch! He scratched my shoulder.” Phet continued to curse, looking irritated, while pulling off the shirt he was wearing, twisting to look at his back, listening to his friend who answered with a laugh in his voice.

“And why were you stupid enough to let him hit you? If he is this fierce, just hit him back!” Gun felt no pity for the person panting heavily, his face flushed on the bed. He seemed to even enjoy seeing the fearful expression, the frightened eyes, and the trembling body beneath him.

“You are as heartless-person as ever. I thought you wanted to be gentle with your ex-Mia.”

“What ex-Mia? Just an old thing I threw away.”

Sky bit his lip until it hurt. He could barely breathe, but he was trying to find a way out for himself. He had to escape. He would not let everything be the same as before. He would not!

Thud!

But the tip of his chin was squeezed tightly and pulled back to look into Gun's eyes again. Finally, Sky saw... the evil demon!

A demon in human form!

“He really is more desirable now.”

The defiant look satisfied Gun.

“Let me go!” Sky snarled.

“Letting you go would be stupid now. You know, I have missed Sky since you called me that time before. I suddenly remembered the easily available youth.” Having said that, Gun squeezed Sky's chin until it hurt, but the young man still did not retaliate. Even though he was scared out of his mind, he had to escape. He would not let it do what it wanted.

“But I do not miss you!”

“You used to do everything I said. Come on, whether you open your legs for me then or now is not much different. We are already familiar with each other.” Sky did not listen, no, he tried not to listen to those words. He glanced at the door panel; his mind told him they were being careless, until he controlled his body, which was almost vomiting, to be as still as possible.

Do it, Âi Sky, do it.

Push!

Crash!

At that moment, Sky pushed the person straddling him to fall to the other side. He knew that if he wasted time until Phet joined in, even though he was a man, he had no chance of fighting their strength. Then he rolled off the bed, gritting his teeth against the dragging pain in his stomach, scrambled up from the floor, and ran straight for the bedroom door.

Thud!

“Aghhh!”

“Where do you think you are going!”

Suddenly, Phet, who was busy twisting to look at his back, was faster because he rushed over and grabbed Sky's hair, forcing him to cry it out loudly, falling onto his back with a crash on the room floor. He heard its irritated curse above his head.

“Your ex-Mia is damned-animal fierce. If I were not curious about how much better he has gotten for Phra Phai to take him, I would not help you, Âi Gun.” The speaker pulled Sky's head, pulling so hard that the young man gripped his hand tightly, was dragged back to the bed. But he would have been more powerful if not for someone's name entering the conversation and hitting him in the face with extreme fear.

And how could Gun not see it?

“But he gave you to me so easily.”

Gave... away?

Sky's eyes widened; his mind stopped working the moment he heard that sentence.

“Heh, look at that face. Are you shocked, Sky? I taught you so thoroughly, but it seems Sky did not learn his lesson.” The young man turned his face away in disgust when a palm patted his intensely red cheek lightly and then stroked it fondly, even though he knew better. It was having fun. Âi Gun was having fun seeing his frightened expression!

Thwack!

“Eek!”

“That is more like it. Finally lost your fight.”

Before Sky could use his brain to review the words he had heard, Phet slammed another heavy fist into his stomach, making him double over. His eyes widened but were blurred, his vision Unclear. Only his ears could still hear everything clearly, and he learned something that made his heart... almost die from pain.

“Phîi Phai gave Sky to us himself.”

“No.... not true.... no....” He shook his head, almost soundlessly, denying what Gun was telling him.

“How do you think we got in here? It was Phîi Phai himself, your good Phîi, who gave us the card to enter the room.”

“No...”

Please! Not true, Phîi Phai, it is not true, right? You did not do that, right?

Gun continued in an amused voice.

“Do not believe me? It is fine if you do not believe me. The past few years must not have taught you anything, right? Then I will tell you. When I went to tell Phîi Phai that I was your ex-romantic partner, and even showed him old pictures, do you know what Phîi Phai said?” He did not want to hear, did not want to know anymore, while the room spun, but he was forced to look back at the phone screen... pictures of him being with three other men.

Pictures that made him so nauseated he breathed heavily and labored.

“There are more. Do you want to see?”

“No..."

He was not speaking to it, but Sky was speaking to himself, looking at the pictures of him being done in various positions that were still with it. That night, Sky could remember nothing but the pain. He had only looked at this man, begging him to stop. He did not know when the others had taken these pictures, and Phîi Phai had seen all of that.

“If you do not want to see, it is fine. And do you know what your Phîi Phai said?”

“No..."

Sky was about to die from heartbreak. His heart hurt. It was screaming that it did not want to hear anything, did not want to know anything anymore, did not want to suffer more than this, until he shook his head back and forth, his face tormented like a person about to die, his breath catching as if it would stop breathing at any second.

But it still uttered the cruelest sentence.

“He said... take your dirty toy back.”

“Hic!”

Sky sobbed out loud. His eyes widened, but he could not see anything anymore, as his heart and brain processed the message they heard in unison. The terrible memories of the past reinforced that this had become reality in the most frightening, cruelest way.

Phîi Phai... gave him to them!

Again? How long must I endure these things? Why, why does no one ever truly love me?

He sobbed, screamed at the top of his voice, even without tears, but Sky was about to die from heartbreak.

Phîi Phai, do you hate me now? Are you bored with me? Did you... give me to them?

Amidst the tormented screams, he only heard the amused laughter of the two men, and once again Sky returned to the past on that day. This was not a dream, but the reality that... he had been deceived again. This heart had been betrayed again.

***

“Where is my Mia? I asked you to look after him, Âi Payu.”

“My Mia took him away.”

Phra Phai, who had won an overwhelming victory, walked back to the head mechanic in a good mood. His eyes scanned for his little one, but he did not see even a shadow, until he frowned, his smile disappearing instantly, his face becoming a bit upset because he thought Sky would see his coolness. He had gone all out, so it was a real shame.

Meanwhile, Payu answered simply, which made him frown even more.

“Your Mia, Rain, you know.”

“I only have one Mia.”

“You talk as if I have many Mia. I only have my one.” Phra Phai corrected his words frantically, in a way that made the listener scan the event, making eye contact with many people Phra Phai had taken to bed, then turned back to look at the skilled racer, raising his eyebrows as if to say, 'Are you sure?'

“The others are just roadside flowers, but this one I put in a vase.” Phra Phai continued to defend himself, then quickly returned to the original topic.

“Where did Rain take my Sky?” He called him his own frankly, until Âi Payu shook his head, but he agreed to answer the question properly.

“Rain told me that Sky was sleepy, so he would take him back to the dorm. That makes sense. Those youth must be tired today. Listening to the professor critique your work uses a lot of energy!” The person who was in the same faculty as the two young men said understandingly. Payu himself wanted Rain to go back to sleep, fitting for how hard he had been studying, more than coming to see him.

Of course he was happy, but he was also worried at the same time.

“But I wanted Sky to see me race.” Phra Phai pouted, but then shook his head.

“But you are right, it is better to let him go back to sleep. I think I am really attached to Sky.”

“You just realized that?”

Phra Phai did not retort that you are the same, because he looked down at his watch, roughly estimating that Sky was probably more than halfway there. Following now, he could still talk to his Mia a bit before going to bed. So the person who recently did not often stay until the end immediately said.

“Then I am going back.”

“Go wherever you want.” Âi Payu shooed him away indifferently, then went to look at a new car that his subordinate had just taken down from the container.

“Okay, then I am going. Tell Âi Sai-fah for me.” Phra Phai waved goodbye, then walked off, swinging his car keys, heading to his beloved. He abandoned the thought that he had to rush home to sleep for work tomorrow. Even if he did not sleep, if he could hold the person who said he came because he missed him, kiss his cheek a few times, Phra Phai believed he had the energy to work all day. So tonight, he would not go home, but to his Mia's dorm!

Having reached a conclusion, he mounted his beloved, started the engine, and prepared to take off.

“Phîi Phai, take care of Âi Sky. He looked pale.”

At that moment, Warain drove up, rolled down the window, and shouted, until Phra Phai accepted.

“Sure, sure, I will take care of him. I guarantee not even an ant will crawl on him, not even a fly will bother him.” The young man shouted back cheerfully. He could definitely say you would not find another caretaker as skilled as him. Meanwhile, Rain laughed, waved, rolled up the window, and moved the car back to its original parking spot, letting Phra Phai accelerate away.

But...

Why did Rain return so quickly?

The person who was about to speed up braked almost too late. He looked down at his watch, which he had just used to estimate a moment ago that the two youth would only be halfway there, because from Sky's dorm to here was in the opposite direction. So how could Warain, who went to drop him off, return here so quickly? It was not because it was late and there was no traffic; the round trip would take a long time.

That made Phra Phai turn off the engine immediately and run back to the event.

He had a strange premonition.

***

“Hey, Phîi Phai, your form was good today.”

Phra Phai ignored the many people who came to express their admiration. His sharp eyes scanned only for the little one who had disappeared into the crowd, until he quickly ran back in the direction he had just left... Âi Payu.

“Rain!!!”

Then he saw the little one who was smiling and being whiny with Âi Payu, which made the other turn to look in surprise.

“Phîi Phai, did you forget something?”

“Where did Rain take Sky?” He did not answer the question but chose to ask a question instead, until Warain laughed.

“Wow, Phîi, are you that forgetful? You told me yourself to take Âi Sky.”

“Me? Me!!!” Phra Phai shouted loudly, making the little one startle, his smile disappearing, realizing immediately that Phra Phai was not joking.

“You were not the one who told me?”

“Tell you what? I was racing the whole time. When would I have time to tell you? So who told Rain what, and where did you take Sky!” His serious demeanor not only caught Âi Payu's attention; Âi Sai-fah also walked over to see what was happening, while Warain hurriedly stammered.

“Just now, du... during your race, Âi Sky said he wanted to go back to sleep. I was going to take him, then a security guard Phîi came to call me, saying you asked him to tell me to take Âi Sky to the condominium.”

Phra Phai did not get angry often, but when he was angry, he was scary, and now Rain understood that clearly.

All this time, even though Phîi Phai was a large man, with a thick build and dark skin, because he often had a smile on his lips and sparkling eyes that always indicated a good mood, Rain was not afraid. But when this man looked serious, his eyes gleaming with extreme anger, gritting his teeth until veins bulged, Rain himself pressed closer to Payu, his heart pounding, but not just from fear of Phîi Phai. He was realizing... he had made a mistake!

Warain did not know his friend's past, so he did not doubt the relayed message at all, but now it was different.

“My condominium.” While Phra Phai was silent, repeating the words, above all, he thought of the sucking-up youth who had just borrowed his room access card, until he turned away from there, leaping towards his big bike as fast as possible.

Phra Phai was not yet sure what was happening, but he had a very bad feeling about this.

“After the event, take the bike back to the garage. I will come check again tomorrow.” Meanwhile, Payu quickly turned to give orders to his subordinates, grabbing the arm of Warain, who made a move to run after them, ignoring the struggling resistance, and said in a strong voice.

“I am coming with you.”

Payu did not know what was happening, but from Phra Phai's expression, this was the first time he was afraid his friend would go kill someone.

“I am coming too.”

Similarly, Sai-fah blurted out, got in the car, and then Payu stepped on the accelerator, following the large motorcycle that was accelerating beyond the legal limit by a long way.

It did not take long for Phra Phai to park his motorcycle in front of his condominium, turn off the engine, and pull out the key, then remember that he had given the spare card to Sky and the main card was with Phet. Instead of running to the elevator, he had to go straight to the counter downstairs, wasting time notifying them to get a pass first, until his friends who followed later caught up.

“So who was the one who told me then?”

“How would I know!” Phra Phai knew he should not snap at Rain, but now he was in no mood to be calm, which Warain somewhat understood. The young man fell silent even though he was frantic.

Soon, they all arrived on Phra Phai's floor. The large man rushed down the hallway and pounded on the door with full force.

“Open up!” He was so furious he could almost break the door.

Bang! Bang! Bang!

Again, the large hand pounded on the door with full force, and he was about to shout out, but...

“What are you pounding on so much for? You could have come quietly.... Phîi Phai!!!”

Swing!

At that moment, the room door opened, and Phet, wearing only pants, stuck his head out irritably, speaking in an annoyed tone, but then had to widen his eyes, looking at the room owner who had appeared. Phra Phai ignored him, pushed his shoulder causing him to stagger, rushed into the room, scanned around, and found only the empty living room.

“Phîi Phai, how did you get here? You lent me the room, and it has not even been an hour, Phîi.” The person who was pushed rushed to block the way again.

“Get out of the way.” Phra Phai said.

“Phîi, do not be so heartless-person. I am your Nong. Just lending it for a bit..”

“I told you to get lost!” Phra Phai shouted at the top of his voice, no longer caring who was in that room. If it was a woman he had brought, then so be it, but if it was the person he suspected, this matter would not end here.

The thoughts of the person who pushed the shoulder until it bounced away, then yanked the bedroom door open.

Then the sight he saw made Phra Phai's eyes widen.

The person he was worried about was lying naked with another youth whose face he knew well.

Well, if Sky was resisting, Âi Phai would not be standing still like this. But this was not the case. The little one who had always resisted him was lying there letting the man with the pierced eyebrow stroke his entire body, snuggling his face against his chest. And if he was not mistaken, when he stepped in, he was sucking and licking the soft nipple with rapture, while his Mia did not resist at all!

There was not even a rope binding him, only a person who was closing his eyes and willingly consenting, until Phra Phai was almost stunned.

“I told you so, I told Sky that doing this was not good.” Gun himself just got up from the naked body, brushed his hair, and made a troubled face.

“I did not lie to you, Phîi. When my friend and I brought that girl up to the room, we found your romantic partner already here. I just found out that Âi Gun and your romantic partner used to be romantic partners before. When we arrived, your romantic partner went crazy at Âi Gun so much that the girl I brought ran away. Then he dragged Âi Gun into the bedroom. And then, as you see, they were really going at it.” Phet added with a troubled expression.

The person being spoken about did not even utter a single word. It was as if Sky did not care about Phra Phai one bit.

“That is not true! Âi Sky is not that kind of person!” Warain was the one who shouted loudly, pushing Phet out of the way.

“Phîi Phai, Âi Sky would not do something like that. No way. Even if he really is an ex, Âi Sky would never take that shit-lizard ex that he acts like he hates every time he mentions him. Âi Sky! You say something!” Now only Rain was yelling loudly, making a move to rush towards his friend who was lying still on the bed, but Phra Phai was faster.

The young man rushed in, grabbed Gun, and threw him with furious force until he hit the wall of the room. Then the tall figure dropped onto the bed, sweeping his gaze over the naked body with an intense expression.

“Sky, get up and talk to me!”

He was angry almost to madness at seeing the marks on the white skin, which were scattered all over the chest, the hollow of the neck, and above all, the small silver rings attached to both nipples, so he shouted even louder.

“Get up and talk to me!”

Sky had once told the story that his former romantic partner had his nipples pierced, and now his young man was willing to wear them again to please him, was that it!

But his heart was shouting loudly that he did not believe, even though he saw with his own eyes what these two were doing in his room, but Phra Phai did not want to believe what his eyes saw, until he acted pitifully by crying out for his romantic partner who was with him to get up and answer his questions.

What do you want? You see that we are going to do it like this, and you still ask what?!!!! he thought.

He should kill both of them to die together, but why was he still wasting time sitting and asking to hear anything, any excuse from Sky’s mouth.

Bloody fucking hell! I do not want to think about anything anymore!

At that very moment, Sky slowly opened his eyes and looked back at him with a distant gaze.

The person who was begging him with a blurred voice.

“Phi Phai, do not give me to anyone..... do not give me away to anyone... only one... am I not yours alone?”

Phra Phai still did not understand what was happening, but one thing he knew from this youth was.... torture.

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